There Will Never Be A Mountain Too High...

Patience is a Virtue

2010-07-11T21:05:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since i last updated this blog so i guess no one will be reading this post anyway but its ok:D blogs are meant to be diaries anyway. But yeah so many things has happened these last few months, i have been changing camps here and there and now i am at Khatib Camp- Home of the Gunners( not Arsenal)... life now is not too bad and i am starting to learn how to enjoy my life in army yeah so i guess that is a good thing:D going Thailand in August from 1 Aug to 16 Aug and i wonder how it will be like, should not be too bad i hope:D

On a side note, i sort of think that people reap benefits when they are willing to wait. PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE. I truly believe in that and one good example is when we are queuing in camp for food. So many people rush for their food and jump queues just to eat earlier, but guess what, those at the back get more portions of food when there is little food left haha:D that is one lame example but yeah. Waiting can be a important process for us humans to think through carefully about what we are about to do and consider every aspect of the issue before it is actually done. Ultimately, it is not that bad to wait as good things are worth waiting for, right?:D so i shall WAIT and WAIT:D

BORED...

2010-04-14T01:47:00.002+08:00

This is my block leave week. But somehow i feel like i rather go back to camp cause it is so boring. Using the computer seems so boring too, like i have nothing much to do on the computer. So i am trying to play some games on facebook lol. And i am actually finding online games to play to spend my time away. But at the same time, i am anticipating wad unit i will get posted to, oh well, i just have to hope for the best:D hope the rest of the week will not be so boring! i will think of something:D

NB: Don't think too much and everything will be fine:D jiayou!:D

LIFE

2010-04-11T19:42:00.002+08:00

Being able to live is a blessed thing. We must always cherish our lives and enjoy every moment of it before you regret it. Every moment in your life counts and we should not forgo any second of it as you might just regret it the next moment. After these few days, i finally realised what it means by life and death is all predestined and how important it is to live. However we have to understand that death is just part and parcel of life and everyone has to face it in one part of their lives. We know that the deceased has moved on to a better place called heaven instead of staying on this earth just for the sake of staying alive. When the quality of life is gone, sometimes it is better to move on then to hang on. Today was the first time in my life i have seen my parents drop any tear and after seeing that i could not hold back and the same thing happened to me and my brother. I guess this is how it feels when a loved one has left us and you know that person will never come back to our side ever again. And this is also the time when for the first time, i have seen the whole family so united as one, only after something has happened. This should not be the case, in fact it should have been like that all along. i guess i have learnt to be more sensible these few days after seeing so many things happen. Hope everything gets better:D TREASURE EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE PEOPLE:D DON WASTE IT AWAY:D

POP lo!

2010-04-10T14:21:00.002+08:00

Thurs was my POP. And i did not regret going back to Tekong just to see my platoon mates and commanders once again and for some of them, for the last time. They have definitely made a very big impact on my life and that i will never ever forget. The times we shared and the punishments we went through, i guess we would not have made it through without each other. When the announcements were to ask my company to proceed to the ferry terminal after the parade, i cannot help it but look at that island again which i once dread going to. Likewise when leaving the bunk and the company line for the last time just before proceeding to the parade square. That bed which i have slept on for 4 months and those familiar grounds which i have seen almost everyday since 12 dec... now everything will just become part of my memory. But this is an important part of my memory which i will not want to forget:D Thank You Everyone For Making My BMT Life so Fulfilling:D I WILL NOT FORGET YOU ALL...

Weird Day

2010-04-04T13:49:00.002+08:00

Today is such a weird day. I woke up feeling uneasy. Something just does not feel right and yet i don't know what is that something. Something is lacking. Maybe because i am POP-ing soon? But i strongly doubt so. I hope this does not happen again, it surely does not feel good... i can't even describe the feeling... one word... WEIRD... HAHAHA... oh well. i am going off soon to play soccer.Then after that, rush back home to prepare for book in... haiz... hahaha... but it is the last book in to Pulau Tekong! HAHAHA:D ok gotta go! See ya people!:D

Bad Friday

2010-04-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

Today is Good Friday but ironically it is a very Bad Friday for me... Guess what? I have to book in again tonight after booking out just last night at 2115... and the reason is? Because i have duty to do. This is already my second long weekend that was robbed from me, the last one was New Year... and now once again... another Public Holiday gone... but on a higher note, next week is my POP( Passing Out Parade!) where people might really pass out due to the hot weather lol... yeah and after that i have my long awaited block leave! Although it is only one week, i guess it is more than enough:D i wonder which unit i will get posted to, hope it is not something too bad.. if not all the best to me for the rest of my NS. I guess i shall see:D Anyway i shall go off now! Booking in soon... Ciao!

Sunday again...

2010-03-28T18:08:00.003+08:00

This will be a really short post. Once again its a Sunday evening and guess what? It is time to book in again. But this week will be a short one because there is Good Friday this week and that is really good! If nothing goes wrong, we will get to book out on Thurs:D Anyone wanna jio me out on Friday? HAHA:D POP is coming soon! 8 April is the day we all have been waiting for but to be frank i will miss my platoon mates. Without them, i will never have gone through BMT with so much fun. 4 months have passed just like that and some people says it is quite short but i think it is quite long lol. oh well, i have to prepare to book in already! oh yes, i just want to tell this to my VJ CHOIR juniors if you all happen to read this. VJ CHOIR is not good by itself, it is what it is today because of hard work put in by each and every member. Every batch can bring glory to the choir and that includes you all:D You all can do it and i know it:D Know what you want and work towards it. Just remember, no matter what results you all get, as long as you all know you have tried your best, we will always be proud of you all :D JIAYOU!

UPDATE!

2010-01-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

A lot of people has been asking me to update and yeah here i am. Firstly, i am already in army and so yeah there goes my long hair, but now i am already used to it. i am not allowed to say anything about army cause i am not allowed to, so pardon me. Anyway today is a brand new year! Here are my new year resolutions.

1) Work Hard In Army

2) Gather More Courage

3) Train to be Fitter

4) Think More Positively

5) Not Get Influenced by Certain Army Stuff( like vulgarities...)

6) At Least Silver For IPPT

7) Be A Man, Do The Right Thing:D

yup so thats all i have to say cause i am booking in real soon! got guard duty so i have to book in on New Year's Day! Guess its all fate but oh well its the first step to working hard in army! see ya everyone!

The Final Sprint

2009-11-02T10:59:00.001+08:00

8 more days to go!i am so excited about it! it is because the faster it starts, the faster it ends! jiayou:D back to mugging:D

I AM HAPPY !! AND GLAD...

2009-10-10T22:33:00.005+08:00

WOW I HAD A GREAT 18TH BIRTHDAY ! THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE IT SO SPECIAL!!! THERE ARE SO SO SO MANY PEOPLE I WANT TO THANK...

1) VJC CHOIR for the surprise 'warm- up' :D:D
2) VJC CHOIR for the surprise 'warm- up' :D:D
3) VJC CHOIR for the surprise 'warm- up' :D:D
4) VJC CHOIR for the surprise 'warm- up' :D:D
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Not forgetting them!! wan ping, may, jia sheng, jun liang, olivia, wen siu, abel, steven, sherman, zhi yang,cedric, rhoda!(thanks for the dumb bell! haha...sherman i am sure u got stronger while carrying it)

MY BELOVED 08S30 FOR THE CAKE AND SONG !!! YO S30 ! SI MI DAI ZI!

now for those who sent me sms !
1) neo jia sheng(cos you are like my real bro :D)
2) sonia!(run/jog/sprint on!)
3) jolene gweeee( don read book till slp again!)
4) yi qian(sorri i told u wrongly, u were 4th heh)
5) ivor(prince of tennis)
6) jemimah(fren!)
7) kay(don emo kay!)
8) jiaen(short hair or long hair better?)
9) rhoda!*in extremely high pitch*
10) nan!(for wishing me 9 times!)
11) jun liang( your maths is still in choir room...)
12) jocelyn(don be cheated so easily! HAHA)
13) zhi xin(PW rocks!)
14) zhi yang( the man with the bush)
14) vanessa yeap( kaho muahaha)
15) mendy( i will rmb it for life:D)
16) jenna( it still has air hahahaha and sorry i did not pick up your call:P)
17) jian hao( shi fu!)
18) shi xuan( play soccer again next time!ORD soon hor...)
19) roger( YOU!)
20) isabelle( MOM!)

now for those who wished me on facebook!
1) jonathan teo( another prince of tennis guy)
2) ian tan( study hard!)
3) zhou mo( hey angel!)
4) ming han( see you at Hendon Camp hopefully)
5) peng hock( have a world tour soon!)
6) ting zhou( study hard!)
7) adilah( pri sch fren!)
8) robin neo( jiayou u can do it: another great bro:D)
9) shi jie( don keep mugging! must rest:)
10) ching chieh( hey sis! how is uni life? heh)
11) kok tong( army fun or not?)
12) han hao
13) singgih( my bro's senior!)
14) clement( have a blissful marriage! LOL)
15) edward( imba guitarist...)
16) samuel lee( play soccer!)
17) asik( man utd and tenor rock!)
18) kevin ng!
19) alvin hoe
20) ismail (4H!!)
21) wanjun( wanping's sis... thanks!)
22) jialok( bring VS choir to greater heights!)
23) maung myo( study hard yo! ok u don need... just get below 21 can le LOL)
24) michelle ( jiayou for choir, studies and everything else!)
25) aaron( work hard for O lvls! it will be over soon!)
26) reuben( above all ! you are still a wonderful senior don worry:D)

Thanks to the J1s who went out with me after Open House to celebrate with me:) thanks for the man utd jersey abd man utd shirt guys:D thanks for the fourskin shirt gals:D thanks for the sports band giam:D thanks for the socks yi qian:DDD

thanks 08S30 gals for the shirt:D thanks 08S30 guys for the ball:D i wont bear to kick it hahaha:D

thanks my fellow peers/ exco/musico/ adhoc for the dumb-bells ! i need it hahaha:D

thanks to all those who sang bday song to me at the choir room:D

lastly thanks to all those who wished me in school and anywhere else!! (sorri if i did not mention you:(

ok now for something slightly more emo lol. I did not regret going into the PT ytd to watch my lovely juniors perform, not at all. I think some of you gotten the wrong idea. Yeah. Some of you kept asking me why and here is the answer. I watched u all walk up onto the stage with confidence, being true performers, brought out what vj choir was all about. While you all were singing Ave Verum Corpus, i could not help it but tears started to roll down my cheeks. Not because you all were bad and i was too worried for you all but mainly because i was touched, REALLY TOUCHED. Never in my life had i shed a single drop of tear because of a song sang by a choir until ytd. Now i know i don't have to worry for you all at all because i have gotten the assurance from your very own voices and sincerity last night. I had to pretend i was having a blocked nose as i was sitting beside the new VP and strangers all around me. My VJ uniform was covered with tears and not sweat. Straight after you all performed, there were voices behind me saying ' AS ALWAYS, THEY NEVER FAIL TO IMPRESS ME' and they were sec sch students. I quickly went out of the PT and uncontrollably i cried, not teared but cried real hard. Some of you saw me when u all left the PT after your performance and sorry if i ignored you all when u all called me. Maybe the thought of me leaving this choir caused it and as much as i want to stop acting like a crybaby, i could not. Miss Sandhya saw me and came over, She asked' Were they that bad?' I answered, sobbing ' No mdm, they were fabulous'. You all thought you all were bad but let me tell this, it was my greatest birthday present ever ever, although u all made me lose my tears. I am sure u all will be able to bring Vj choir to even greater heights and accomplish what our batch could not as we missed the chance this year.I have seen u all grown for the past 9 months and i am sure it is possible. Work hard and you will see wonders.

NB: i am a guy but i am also human ok:D i have tear glands hahahaha:D

Time to Blog

2009-09-29T11:44:00.002+08:00

i am actually blogging! because the 'great master blogger jia sheng' has updated his blog, so how can i lose to him? NO WAY. anyway now i am in the school computer lab and i actually wanted to watch some videos online but the streaming is way too slow, so i gave up and decided to blog instead. Prelims are already over but it is just the beginning of something that is even scarier... the actual A lvls... judging from the prelims, i don think that i did well though, its like every paper i know i can do but somehow i cannot produce the results, either careless or mind blank in the exam hall. oh well, hope it does not happen for the real thing. This time i should be able to do better as compared to my Common Test 2 cause that was real bad already. If i get that again this time, i guess i am really bad and should go into study camp unless i want to ruin my future. Ok if i somehow messed up my A lvls, i shall sign on in army so as to secure a job:D sounds stupid to many but i guess i don mind lah, can stay healthy and fit! sounds quite cool... BUT coming to think about army, its making me feel real bad because i don have enough time to catch up with my friends due to the time lost in mugging and in addition i have to go in dec ! ALL BECAUSE OF THAT 2 CM !!! if my legs were stronger that day, i would have been a happier man by going into army one month later.ONE MONTH IS SO PRECIOUS. i guess i have to resign to fate... i am going to miss caroling and maybe xmas day if i am at field camp and most importantly i will miss farewell. i don mind going in early if not for the fact that i am going to miss farewell... i really don wanna miss farewell, the last chance to say good bye to your friends and appreciate them for all that they have done for you along the way. Hope that a miracle happens and i get to go in later :D WAIT LONG LONG POCKS, u are destined to be in there for extra 8 weeks ! ok i shall stop blogging and the next post will be when mr great master Carl Chua/Chua Tio/Chua Sai/Xiao Qiang blogs again!

WARNING: that may be a few years down the road...

Inspired

2009-08-21T13:44:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the day i truly found a turning point in my life. I never felt the same way before and i thought i never will, but i did. Last night, i could not study because i was watching American's Got Talent on Youtube. Yes it may sound absurd to many because i am supposed to be studying, but trust me, i have learnt much more than i could if i actually spent those few hours studying, be it Biology, Chemistry, Economics or Mathematics. I have learnt something even more valuable than what i could learn from the books, and that is the everyday life experiences. Having watched so many episodes in the past, it never hit me as much as the few which i watched yesterday. There were many people out there in America who are living their dreams and they want to show the world what talent they possess. Some may have talents that are unique in their own way but unfortunately is not appealing to the masses, but what i feel is that getting through to the next round is not the most important thing. To me, i am inspired by them having the confidence and believing that they themselves can do it, that is what matters most. When one does not have confidence, no matter what others try to do, you will never be able to do anything big. But when there is something within you that is saying that yes, u can do it, why not go for it? You do not have to win the hearts of others, as long as you do not betray yourself and have no regrets, do what you want to do because everyone is born equal and you definitely deserve to do it. There are also contestants who really do have what it takes. There was this group called Voices of Glory and they are siblings. Their mother got hit straight on by a drunk driver and she was in a coma for 8 months. Everyday beside her bed, they would sing to her, bearing the hope that she will wake up one day. Not only that, they also went around the hospital, singing to many others, spreading the love and joy to others. And true enough, their mother woke up and is now on a wheelchair and she was sitting right there, watching her children singing on stage, doing what they love to do and that is to sing. When the judges gave them the green light to Las Vegas, the whole family came out and i could not resist but i was tearing. ( i am still human ok :) That's what it is all about, living your dream and celebrating it with your loved ones. You are not doing it just for yourself but for everyone around you, your friends and family. Yes and i have a dream too , so why am i not fulfilling my dream? i am going to be 18 soon and i know what i want to do, that is to study hard now and get a stable job, to support my family and that's all i ask for. I like to sing and why should i stop singing? No way am i going to stop singing, because that is what i want to do. It does not matter whether i can sing well or not, i just want to sing and that is all that matters. There are so many success stories and why can't i be one of them? I have a dream too and that is for me to make it come true. Believe in yourself and fulfill your dreams, before it is too late.

NB: okay i am feeling a bit weird now after typing that whole chunk in front...u all can just ignore it hahahaha :) i know it is not like me LOL...

BORED

2009-08-20T15:06:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i am getting sick of staying at home... most of you all wanna get MC but let me tell you from the bottom of my heart, other than studying and sleeping, there is practically nothing else for you to do! THAT"S FOR FOR ME LAH, maybe your house has other interesting stuff to do like pool table, swimming pool, xbox, PS3. PSP, which i have none... HAHA... yeah so i wanna go school like real soon. Studying also makes one feel sian which i am sure most of you know, it is not fun at all, if you find it fun then i think there is something wrong with you haha. Waking up at 11am everyday instead of 5am sure is a good thing but the whole day will be eventless, only studying and sleeping and maybe eating. Going out will be one alternative but i cannot! not allowed to at least. when i get well, i am going to go to school, den go home straight to study, then go and run and then bathe and then mug somemore, then sleep and this will continue all the way till my A lvls. YEAH MAN, SOUNDS COOL:D ok anyway i got to go already, need to find something to do instead of slacking around. SEE YA PPL(SOON I HOPE)

ITS COMING

2009-08-17T17:18:00.002+08:00

i realised i have not been blogging but forgive me people because i have been studying haha:D the prelims are around the corner and i am surely feeling scared of it as i have to do well for it or else... haha u know what will happen... my future= gone... yeah so i have pulled up my socks and spurred on and mugged and hopefully i will be able to achieve what i want to achieve for my prelims, CCCCE:) if i can do that, i will be extremely satisfied because this will be the best i have ever gotten for my results in jc! i don see why i can't do it while others can get AAAAA. HAHA... i am a human being too and so i can do it too ! BUT to get AAAAA. i think i have to waif for A lvls lah haha. for prelims, it is a bit too unrealistic to set... yeah... from SSSUE to AAAAA? if that really happens, i will surely get my good progress award lol. yeah anyway my CT2 results were real bad, so much so that i have to see the vice principal or principal, i rather see Mr Chan though haha, cos the new VP looks sort of scary and heard he initiated the hair and attire check the second day he was here in VJC. LOL... a bit too enthu... haha. ok anyway yeah , i have to go back to mugging ! cya ppl ! wish me luck for my exams ! HAHA. i definitely need it :)

Sick

2009-07-05T20:47:00.002+08:00

I have been sick for the past few days since wednesday. I went to see the doctor and she said it was just normal flu and yup i got 3 kinds of medicine and i paid 40 dollars for it. Then i went to sing on thursday at VCH and i never regret that :) My last time singing under Mr Kwei in Vj Choir and i surely won't miss that, definitely. My first with Vj Choir under Mr Kwei's conducting was also at VCH. It turned out well i guess, although we were not as good as SYF but it was a performance and all that mattered was that we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves on stage. While singing Hana, i could imagine the death and life of a flower which suddenly bloomed in a desert and there was a ray of hope but only to find out that it cannot survive long enough, It is exactly like my life in Vj Choir, being in it is so short-lived but yet you get to savour every moment u spend inside there with all your friends and fellow choristers. It is an experience you cannot get elsewhere as Vj Choir is a family different from any other choir. And i want to say that i am utterly sorry people, for commiting that mistake on stage, it was sub-conscious but i still made that mistake i guess. Really sorry if u wanted to have a nice ending to your Vj Choir journey, I AM SORRY.

On a side note, i really hope that i can recover really soon so that i can perform with Vj Choir for the last time at the Esplanade Concert Hall. Unless i cannot move myself tomorrow, i will definitely drag myself down there to sing with my fellow peers and beloved juniors, seeing them in their gowns and blazars once again, if not i have to wait till caroling which i may not be able to make it due to National Service, hope i don't go in early... Neither can i study for my Ct2... my head is killing me so much so that i can't absorb any information and i am starting to forget what i have studied so far, this is bad, everything is happening to me at the same time, hope i can pull through and move on, without looking back... Oh well, if i do badly this time round, i will just have to work doubly hard for prelims and A lvls. Jiayou Pocks, You can do it !

MIND SET

2009-07-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

ok yes i have decided and set my mind on it. U BETTER DO IT OR U WILL BE FAILING YOURSELF AND U WILL REGRET IT FOR LIFE. TRUST ME.

AT A LOSS...

2009-07-01T14:42:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do, choosing between 2 things is never easy and i have finally come to experience in a way i never would have wanted. Some of you will know what i am talking about, for those who don't know, i am sorry but i seriously do not wish to elaborate on anything cause it is nothing to be well reminded of. Now i have to make a choice and i must do it quick...

One More Week

2009-06-28T13:41:00.002+08:00

We have another week to study for our CT2... but for me, it does not make much of a difference i will not be free on wednesday and thursday due to performances and rehearsals. Oh well, i am doing something which i will not regret, so i guess i am totally fine with it. But thinking of the exams, i start to feel... SCARED. It is only 3-4 more months to the actual battle with Cambridge in the Victoria Junior College School Hall and i need to do something about it fast, hope i can pull through these few months so i can enjoy myself properly after the A lvls ! Ok enough said, since i said i was scared... why am i still blogging? I SHALL GO STUDY NOW, if not i am really in deep trouble for my CT2 and maybe even my A lvls... see ya ppl

2009-06-17T23:32:00.001+08:00

Crush

I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

i am like addicted to this song now, thanks to cheung kayat and low zhi yang haha:) it is really a nice song:) so heart-felt... and he is real good man... ok off to studying now !

BACK

2009-06-14T17:46:00.002+08:00

i realised i have been neglecting my dear blog since april... ok so it is time for a short post now.

the exams are coming and i guess i am going to do real bad for my CT2. Because i cannot absorb when i try to study ! dunno why, just cannot seem to concentrate while i am studying. And the problem now i still have tonnes of chapters to finish for all my subjects, this is gonna be a miracle if i can even finish 75% of them. Just hope that i don do very badly and i will be satisfied. I promise that when i have gotten it all sorted out and thought through everything, considering everything, i will concentrate and do wad is right at this point of time. But first, i have to make sure i execute wad i have decided on and not just say say and don do anything. That is the worst thing. Oh well, i hope that it will end soon and yes i have 3 more weeks to study ! go go go pocks, u can do it, don make life miserable for yourself, live life to the fullest ! thats wad i am doing now lol, thats why i am not studying HAHA... NO LAH JOKING:D

So Close

2009-04-29T15:59:00.002+08:00

John Maclaughlin- So Close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Nice song:) heard it for the last time when i koped it from may during farewell :) HAHA

Everything seems so close right now, with SYF in less than a week away, 5 MAY, the fateful day, the day to remember, and i am sure that it will turn out to be an important day of my life, in a positive way :) I may have said it many many times, regardless of wad VJ Choir gets at the end of the day, as long as the we all have put in our very best and did all we could, i will still be proud of all of us, I WILL STILL LOVE U SCARY PEEPS ! HAHA... it has never been going through this journey although it has not ended yet, but i totally understand how u all are feeling cos i have been through it before, and now it is happening again, yup. SOV is also round the corner and sales are not good due to the ridiculous pricing by the school and they simply refuse to subsidise the tickets, if that is wad they wan then so be it. And The Austria Trip is coming so soon, 3 weeks after my SOV, 4 weeks after SYF, and now sad to say there is the swine flu thing going on( POCK FLU, PORK FLU...), i hope everything will clear up before we leave for austria so we can go in peace and that we can successfully go. EVERYTHING IS SO CLOSE NOW , SO SO SO CLOSE. COME ON WE CAN DO IT, ONE MORE MONTH TO GO AND THAT'S IT, I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ELSE EVEN IF I WANT TO.

Its Time

2009-04-19T20:05:00.002+08:00

It is time to wake up and start to realise the importance of everything. After what has happened yesterday, i certainly hope that we will all strive to achieve the best and we have to do it. No more disappointment. Only 2 more weeks left, the final sprint is never easy, but we have to run finish the race, and finish it well.

NS

2009-04-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

i just realised this is already my 103th post... LOL... forgot to make my 100th post special :) but oh well... and yes today i went for my NS checkup... and i am PES A ! i am supposed to be happy but i am not... cos i don wan ! PES E is cool :) then can slack ! and stone in army... i have to resign to my fate. But nonetheless it was an interesting experience... like really... those who have gone will agree with me haha :) i am not supposed to describe anything but ya... but that few hours without my phone... i nearly died... cos inside cannot bring camera phone... so i had to abandon it in locker 38... and i had another locker 47 for the last station lol... 3847... 4D anyone? anyway... good luck to all those who have not gone and enjoy urselves :) LOL... it is indeed a special part of ur life, i am serious

Dilemma

2009-04-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

I am so confused now. I don know wad i am doing. everything feels so weird. i am not sure wad i wan. i have to come back to reality soon and be composed for all the upcoming events. u can do it. come on.

Finalised Results

2009-04-02T23:39:00.001+08:00

Ok these are my finalised results...

General Paper: D !
Biology : S :(
Chemistry: E
Mathematics: E:(
Economics: C !!

Ya i hope this can be maintained at least for CT 2 or even better ! Way to go Pocks ! :)

Results

2009-03-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

hi people ! finally i have the chance to update ! haha ok not realli... because i was lazy to update bleh... i was bored all this while and ended up doing all the Facebook Quizzes... i am so sorri to spam all the HOME pages with my quizzes haha :) i will stop doing them so much... i am sorta addicted to it lol... although some results are not very true... but oh wells, they are quizzes created by others... so it is still not veri accurate cos thet are thoughts and perspectives by other people.

Anyway i gotten back my CT results.

GP: U
Maths: E
Chemistry: E
Biology : S
Economics : C

Once again, i have failed my biology... and i don noe why but i just cant seem to pass... i noe the facts and i have done all my tutorials, ok well most of it... but the result is FAIL... WHY WHY WHY... someone enlighten me... i like it so i don wan to drop it... as for maths. it was so careless of me to lose 26 just like that. i could have gotten A... 52+ 26(careless marks)= 78... 78 leh !! wa lao... but nvm next time u shall be more careful :) chemistry i managed to scrap thru it again haha... organic chem saved me... another thing saved me and that is ERROR CARRIED FORWARD... LOL... And now for the most shocking result i ever got... the best grade i ever got for any subject in my entire JC life... i got a C for ECONS !!! WHOO !! i did not know how i did it... maybe it was a sign from heaven... LOL... cos i wanted to drop my econs to H1 just before my CTs started... den i told myself i wanted to see my results for CT1... den now liddat... but i realli hate econs ! not fun at all... so boring... all these is just not my type... ok anyway if u all are wondering why i got U for GP... its because U= Unknown HAHA... i am getting it back tmr... hopefully i pass it... i pass it i am veri veri happy already haha... JIAYOU POCKS ! CT 2 here i come !! ANTON BRUCKNER... nothing can get into my way now... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! ciao !

Finally

2009-03-06T22:46:00.002+08:00

finally. after such a long time, i have finally gotten my drive and motivation to study hard for my exams and most importantly, the A lvls. Seeing the seniors taking their results today made me feel as though i was the one taking them, but oh well, i will be getting PW back next week i guess and that is scary... all the best PW mates haha :) May we all do well and get A !! there were tears of sorrow and tears of joy in the hall today, i wanted to stay in the hall after mr chan spoke to the seniors, but in the end i decided not to and went straight back to the choir room. I did not dare to approach any senior how they did until i could sort of confirm that they had done well. i can't imagine myself in their shoes next year... it is so worrying and stressful even to think about it now... anw congrats to those who did well !! and also to those who did not do so well, it is not the end of the road, we still have to move on in life and there is always a bright future awaiting you ! take it as a stepping stone to success and i wish u all luck in your future endeavours and everything goes realli well:)

Family Or CCA?

2009-02-28T22:49:00.003+08:00

I was watching the 1812 Overture video from SOV 2007 and many other songs such as O Magnum Mysterium, Salve Regina, Cantus Gloriosus,Crucifixus a8 and other songs. I just suddenly wanted to watch them while i was studying away, on Prokaryotic and Eukaryotic Genomes(Biology). I could feel the music, feel how bonded the choir is, to make the concert a successful one and to make their hard work for so many months pay off. How i hope i was in that choir at that point of time, seeing the whole audience standing up to clap for you, to appreciate wad u have done, and that is all that a performer ask for. The feeling is so... i don noe how to describe it, in simple terms, SHIOK. simply SHIOK. Same thing for competitions, it would be very great if the whole audience clapped frantically for you and cheered you one cos u noe u have done well and have not disappointed the audience,especially those who have placed high hopes on you. It is no mean feat to be part of a victory as it comes with hard work and the sacrifices that were made. Nothing in this world is free and everyone knows that. To be frank, i feel very privileged to be in this choir, to be part of this family. I never thought i would ever be singing in this choir since i was in VS... until the fateful day when i went to VJ Open House and Reuben asked me to audition for caroling with VJ Choir. I was like ' WHAT ???? ASKING ME TO SING SOP ONE AGAIN?!?' * cos i was sop one for 4 yrs* And after that, i received a precious message from LOW CHING CHIEH, asking me if i wanna join vj choir and sing with them for caroling sessions. That was how my journey started, and it is still going on, and it will never end till the day that i die. To me, ONCE A VJ CHOIR MEMBER, ALWAYS A VJ CHOIR MEMBER. SYF 2009...SOV 2009... ANTON BRUCKNER... HERE WE COME.

Random Quiz

2009-02-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

i don even know whether this is true or not... maybe it is true maybe not... lol.. anyway did this when i was enjoying my SPA...

Deciding Fate

2009-02-25T19:14:00.003+08:00

yes the upcoming CTs will be my deciding fate, as to whether i can continue to sing in vj choir.i need to produce results or else, i will not be able to go austria and maybe even syf. u never noe wad will happen to you at any point of time. so yes i have to study real hard if not, there goes my dream.

NUS Concert

2009-02-22T19:50:00.002+08:00

I thought we did not sing very well ytd... Mate Saule was ok but Leonardo was not ok.. but oh wells, we will not be singing Leonardo again. But for Mate Saule will be sung for 2 more major events, SOV 2009 and Anton Bruckner Competition in Linz in June. As for NUS Choir, i thought they were GOOD... the voices blended well and they brought out wad music was all about. Thanks to NUS Choir for inviting us to sing in their concert :) it was a great experience and the president there wished us luck for our upcoming competitions, SYF and Linz. Lets do wad NUS Choir did on stage last night, to deliver when it is necessary and produce music that will touch the hearts of many.

Its Coming Even Nearer Now

2009-02-20T21:25:00.003+08:00

Its near and we have to face it
no matter what happens, we have to do it TOGETHER
no one can do it ALONE
cause we are a FAMILY
when there is LOVE
anything is possible
WE CAN DO IT, I DON DOUBT IT

Straying Off...

2009-02-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

things are not going right... at least not the way i wan it to happen... does it hurt to just let me take up a little of your time? i don think so right? it is such a simple task that u need to do and yet u cant do it... disappointed is all i feel now and nothing else, not angry not pissed but disappointed... now i realli believe in the fact that good things will not last... it has just started to get better and now everything has reverted to normal, back to square one all over again..

Realli quite happy

2009-02-17T20:14:00.002+08:00

Ok recently things has started to be slightly better and i hope this will carry on all the way till i leave VJC. Practices so far has been ok i guess but it can certainly be much better just with more discipline and concentration. I know we can do it and we must do it no matter wad, becos if not, we are not vj choir anymore and we will be letting our seniors down and most importantly Mr Kwei down. Yup so lets work hard together for the next few months and produce real music in SSCC...VJC PT... VCH and last but not least AUSTRIA:) Gambateh everyone !!

And guess who i saw on Monday night?? Isabelle !! haha :) so long since i seen her, ok lah maybe not cos i just saw her during mass dance at suntec lol... thank you mom :) for everything u have done and said to me :) I WILL WORK HARD.

ok off to mugging pocks !! so rare right... ciao!

Happy Post

2009-02-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

hi i am very happy today:) cos i got to wake up at 2 pm today... yes i am like a pig but who cares haha... i don get to slp till so late usually:) yup mendy see? haha :)

Why so Dumb?

2009-02-15T15:10:00.002+08:00

why am i so stupid? cannot believe i actually did it... and then now i am regretting it so much... this is so so retarded, even more retarded than my previous post... now i am asking myself the same question all over again, why did i have to do it? was it because i could not bear it anymore? or izzit just an act of foolishness? i wonder why... nvm... be bygones be bygones and i guess that is the end... the fate has ended.

Up and Down

2009-02-12T22:27:00.003+08:00

hopes raised to such a high level
to find out that it is dashed again
the truth was not i thought it was
and so this is it
thinking too much
omg this is so retarded

Helpless

2009-02-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

Not now, really not now. U all cannot do this to me now... One by one... u all are doing this... do u all even know how i am feeling? i am sure u all don cause u are not me and u will never be me. Why does this have to happen now? i really don understand a single bit of it, am i destined to be a failure and never get to taste success? At least let me dream about it will you? But now u all are shattering my hopes, making me lose my way in life, making me helpless, making me a total loser and a total failure. I may be one yes, but i don wan to be deemed as a loser, cos no one wants to be a loser and be stamped with those letters on ur forehead everywhere u go. When u are a loser, it spreads faster than u can imagine and it realli hurts when someone tried to bring it back up to make u feel like a failure once again. i am desperately wanting to move on but u all are not allowing me to do so. U all just wan me to fail again, like how i did a few years back when it was so difficult for me to get through it. It was the greatest setback i ever faced in my life and lucky i had my friends to support me all the way, if not i would not have made it. And now, everything is happening again, history is repeating itself, it is a total re-enactment. What do u wan me to do? Will u onli stop when i am at my wits' end? When i cannot take it anymore and break down in front of u to beg u to stop all these nonsense? When i start to have stupid thoughts and no longer think that i am needed in this puny world of mine? Such an insignificant being i am, as much as i don wan to be. I wan to make a difference, but i cannot. Things are not going well at all, everything against my will, nothing is right... nothing at all. This sucks and if u don noe how it feels like, come try it, if u think it is so easy, come try it ! if u think everyone is as simple minded as u and take things at a time when it comes, come try it !! i dare u, and i am sure u will fail and break down even earlier than me. I can't wait to see u suffer when that really happens, if u wan failure and screw up ur own life, go ahead. Don implicate others. Damn it, i really need someone to talk to right now, cause i really cannot take it anymore. No way am i letting it happen again, even if it will require me to sacrifice my life and soul, i swear.

力不从心

2009-02-08T19:03:00.002+08:00

wan to do it... but cannot do it... my heart says yes... but my limbs refuse to budge... so stupid right? and even i do it... it is so weird... cos there is no link... ok maybe there is a link but nevermind... anyway sure cant do it one... i don have the guts... so weak... U ARE SUCH A WEAKLING POCKS :( HATE YOU !

Yet Again...

2009-02-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

yet again i am remembered of it... so dumb... it just keeps coming to me when i wanna forget it most.. why why why? please stop it... or i will realli go nuts... :(

P.S:it is not your fault... don worry...just in case u are reading this, so please don feel guilty... u know who u are :)

Misunderstandings...

2009-02-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

i am so dead now... after finding out some stuff... all because of my stupid doings again... no wonder i am so screwed... rarr...

Regret...

2009-02-04T23:19:00.001+08:00

i should not have done it... now i am starting to regret it... if it did not happen then, all these would not occur to me now... nevermind.. wad is done cannot be undone... stupid me :(

The Truth

2009-02-03T20:29:00.003+08:00

sometimes the truth hurts... but we have to face it... no matter wad we try we do... it is the truth and nothing but the truth... we cannot avoid it, neither can we escape it... there is no way out... the only thing we can do is to make our situation better by accepting it and move on in life... we should not let any obstacles obstruct our way in life as we control our life and it is not meant to be manipulated by others... and always believe in urself that you can do it as there is always hope in life... as mild as it can be, it does exist... if u give up on urself, then no one can help u since u urself are not willing to help urself... so please, embrace urself and i believe u can do it... there is nothing in this world that cannot be overcome. stay happy and always move on... all the best... u can do it :) and i believe in u...

First Post Of The Month

2009-02-01T18:11:00.003+08:00

this is the first post of the month and wow, the month started off so well man.february rocks, wow,yeah. wad a 1st Feb... fantastic... and tmr the yr ones are coming in, wonder who we will see. ALL THE BEST TO THOSE APPEALING TO WHICH EVER JC :)

Out of My Mind

2009-01-31T22:12:00.001+08:00

wad do u think u are doing? u are crazy
stop it or u will regret it

Its Getting Nearer...

2009-01-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

Time to buck up people
its not as easy as u think
not everything comes just like that
u have to work for it
nil sine labore
remember that...
i don wan history to repeat again
cos it realli hurts
deeper than anything
keep the dream alive

Haiz

2009-01-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

sometimes it is like that
people will accidentally rub it in
with knowing that it has an effect of salt on wound
but nevermind, i am so used to it
and it hurts again to know things u should not know
why so kaypoh, rarr

Like a Fool...

2009-01-27T22:23:00.002+08:00

once again,i am like a fool
always things happen at the wrong times
making me so argh, i don noe
is heaven making fun of me or wad?
i don understand
having weird things happening to me all the time
it stopped for a moment
and it came back
just when i am starting settle down
so wad exactly am i supposed to do?
tell me cos i have no idea

Untitled

2009-01-26T00:41:00.003+08:00

i sure wan to light up, but the darkness is overwhelming me. i have no control over it, although i badly need it. i wan to run but i can't as it has to come, and it is coming really soon, like really. the new year is feeling like the past, nothing has changed at all, nothing. all is the same and i don wan this cos it sucks. the same old thing all over again. bad news come one after another and the good things never seem to arrive at all. never. even if it will arrive, i doubt it will be anytime soon. izzit true that u reap wad u sow? i don think so, it is so not true, no matter how much hard work i put in, the result is the same, just failure and nothing else. failure just likes me so much that it has to stick to me every single minute and make me such a failure, failing to do things right and make things that were meant to be successful fail. i guess i am the failing magnet, the magnet that fails to attract success and that magnet that never fails to make me fail. U ARE SUCH A FAILURE POCKS, U HAVE TO ADMIT IT AND FACE IT .

Festive Season? Nah

2009-01-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

The new year is coming
But i am so not happy
I wonder why
And i wanna noe why
Why make myself so unhappy?
When i can choose to be happy
Am i stupid or wad?
I have to make the choice
Fast or die
Its coming soon
I need to talk
To the one soon
Or else i cant make my choice
And i cant move on
Wad a chinese new year
Last yr not happy
This yr also not happy
Well done pocks
U have done well in screwing urself up
Totally and upside down
And now u regret it
But its too late
So sorri
IT IS TOO LATE
Serves u right

Finally...

2009-01-22T21:46:00.001+08:00

i escaped from failure and i hope that is not a moment of luck whereby the heavens don wan me to suffer twice consecutively in 2 days... still a long way to go.. to success(if there is even one in the first place)

Never being able to escape failure...

2009-01-21T16:34:00.002+08:00

i failed... yet again

Praying Hard

2009-01-20T22:12:00.005+08:00

some things are not within our control
and we only can wait and wait
but till when?
soon i guess
and wad will be the result?
either makes me happy or sad
or i will even not feel anything
cos i am immune to it and wont feel anything
i am so used to it
never felt it before
till now
so lets just pray now
and hope for the best

My Guardian Angel

2009-01-18T19:19:00.002+08:00

Feeling both excited and scared
Weird isn't it?
I don wan to feel this way
Am i realli using work to overcome it?
Drowning oneself in work helps?
Nah, i don think so
Not everything will work for everyone
That is why there are many different solutions to things
And i need to find one fast.
And so who will lead the way for me?
Who will make a difference in my life?
We shall see.
But please come real soon
Before something happens.

All Da Best :)

2009-01-11T01:29:00.002+08:00

ok sorri ppl if i have been asking u random qn on msn haha ! i was just beng super random lol... ya so pls forgive me ! haha... anyway this might be my last post for this month... i don noe... cos when school starts i might not have time to even blog ! haha... see first lah... see how everything goes and whether i have affinity with my blog ! lol... yup to all the 16 yr olds... all the best for ur O lvl results ! :D hope u all do well and come to the fine institution VJC ! lol... yup there is nth to worri about cos everything is already decided and there is nth u can do about it :) yup so just accept ur results with an open heart and mind ! i am sure u all can do it ! jiayou ppl... and see ya soon everyone ! i don noe when haha... legendlegacy signing off now !

Three more days...

2009-01-09T23:06:00.004+08:00

Just 3 more days... and school will start !! i sound so happy right ? haha actually i am and i am not. i am excited to see all my friends again and to start choir again... so long nvr sing liao lol.. and yah happy about all the exciting events that are gonna happen this yr.. but i am so not glad that this is the A lvl year haha... all the work is gonna be so... haiz, don wanna mention... super a lot ! all the tests and exams... cant wait ! ( for them to end) ya so because of this i don noe wad to type liao... makes me so depressed lol... my fingers refusing to type any further... ciao ppl !all the best for first day of school on monday !( and to sec and pri sch ppl, sorri but did u all have fun at sch the past week? how was ur first day of sch on 2 jan? haha joking :)

Wad is This ?

2009-01-08T23:28:00.005+08:00

Firstly i wan to say sorri to Rhoda haha... cos i cant do the tag thingy... don noe why my Blogger got problem publishing it... so stupid :( but nvm... maybe next time when Blogger likes me more :)

Anyway i took my Bio R paper today... erm was not veri hard... but i am still not veri sure as to whether i will pass or not haha :) cos as u all noe, nothing is impossible and everything is so unpredictable... u nvr noe wad will happen at any point of time.. yup... so... like that lor... i shall hope for the best and pray that i will not do badly for my maths too... :)

And yup, i am still trying veri hard( as my blog header says haha ) to do it... hopefully i can do it... and i believe i can do it... i just need more time ... much more time... to be able to do it... it is slowly disappearing, i hope... if not then good luck to me... HAHA ! rest assured that i will embrace myself and stand up on both my feet like a real man ! haha... somehow time might just be the remedy to this :) and haha for those who don understand wad i am talking about, its ok don worri :) as jinli has said, it is not for u all to know anyway ! hahahahaha... it is quite true mah haha... yup so Jiayou <<<...P0CKS...>>> !!

PS :tonight will be the night that i will ________ _____ you :) don make me change my mind

A Few More Days To Go

2009-01-05T22:46:00.002+08:00

yup now i am like always trying to study... but i simply cant... dunno why... not becos of distractions or anything... just that when i am trying to study, the things cant get into my head... i seriously tried... so now i can onli hope for the best bah... jiayou lol..

P.S :And yes it is you :P Maybe you are the reason :) and i wont regret it. Thanks

My Favourite Song NOW :)

2009-01-04T16:35:00.005+08:00

Fall For You- SecondHand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find... <3

A Brand New Year.....

2009-01-02T00:15:00.004+08:00

2008 has just ended... and now is 2009 !! whoo !! 2008 has been both fun and fulfilling... and yup one cannot be happy all the time... so... it has been not so wonderful too...=(

looking back at 2008... it brought back sweet memories and at the same time bad ones...to be frank, my life journey onli actually started last yr in nov... it all began when i joined VJ Choir... my life will be so incomplete without it... without it, i wont be in vj at all. without it, i wont be who i am today... without it i wont have known all my frens who i realli treasure a lot... without it,i would have given up on myself long ago... Choir has been a major part of my life since i was in sec sch.. but it did not matter as much till i came to VJ, my second home, the place where i truly belong... i realli wanna thank all my frens who have been walking this yr one path with me and nvr giving up on me... and to all the seniors, i hope u all have enjoyed this past yr as much as we yr ones have enjoyed it... please take care and hope everything will go realli well for u all :) JIAYOU !!

junior college is realli the place where u can find true frens and true love.. it is not just a place where u go to almost everyday to spend ur day attending tutorials and lectures.. it is a family. where love and joy is shared by everyone... when we laugh, we will laugh together and when we cry, we will cry together... this is wad a family is all about... and i am proud to be part of this family... thus i realli hope that 2009 will be a better year for me and for everyone. forget all the unhappy stuff and move on, never look back...if it hurts... lol oh ya i rmbed sth... i once thought of a line like this, self compose one ok... if looking back hurts u and looking forward scares u, den look beside u for i will be there for u :) and pls hor, it is not some love thing... it is to support ur frens and push them along !! i am retarded but ya... i also dunno how i came up with that...

ok now for my new year resolutions...

1) try to go for every single lecture(cos will have mc de mah lol)
2) try to go for every single tutorial(cos will have mc de mah lol)
3) try to do every single tutorial ! (try cos sometimes realli cmi)
4) be even more happy !
5) lead vj choir to greater heights so as not to let ppl down
6) to forget wadever and whoever needs to be forgotten
7) to lead a better life and not to waste any precious time !
8) to be fitter ! :)

yup that's all... have many many more.. but it is nvr ending one... haha... yup so hereby i wish everyone a happy new year ! life will be so much better in 2009 !! haha :) HOPE SO LOL

GG-fied liao

2008-12-27T01:03:00.001+08:00

i am so dead now... no time to study ! thats it man... one word DIED-ED-DIAO !!!

Xmas? Wad is That?

2008-12-25T23:57:00.001+08:00

wad a christmas... don wish to elaborate... haha

Someone Lead The Way Pls...

2008-12-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

i don noe wad to do now... someone teach me? i have done all that i could then if it is still not sufficient, could someone teach me den? pls... and yup someone said i am twit... ( u noe who u are (: ), i guess i realli am... HAHA

Wake Up Call

2008-12-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

you realli need to wake up pocks... pls... u need to soon or else u will regret it for the rest of your life... PLEASE WAKE UP LIKE NOW ! thats it so face it

Moved...

2008-12-21T12:16:00.001+08:00

thank you very much :) it brightened up the rest of my day :) altho it sucked in the beginning haha...

Starting To Lose It...

2008-12-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

痛... 真的很痛苦... 痛苦到想哭... rhyme huh? haha lol

hoping for more happy posts :)

2008-12-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

yup nowdays i am being veri happy liao hor... so stop saying i am a emo-kid hor :( cos i am not ! i am happy pocks ! haha... cant wait for caroling soon and the concert this friday... soooo exciting... hope everything realli goes well and smoothly man... and even 'emo' pocks is not emo-ing liao, so the rest of the world must also stop emo-ing haha :) cos even the most screwed boy is no longer screwed lol. so yeah man, lets make this world a better place by eliminating emo-ing !! LOL

Happy Post :)

2008-12-07T12:43:00.003+08:00

haha i noe this is like once in a lifetime but yeess ur eyes are not seeing things or wad, IT IS A HAPPY POST haha :) ok before i start on the happy things, maybe there is one not so happy thing haha. i have R papers and u noe wad? i have to started studying, or at most a few chapters nia... die-ed-diao... gg-fied... haiz... then now dec is like so busy, with caroling and stuff... how to study man... ok anyway i will figure something out heh.

ok now for the long awaited happy post lol. ok lah actually nothing much lol. last week on friday i went to AMK HUB to buy stuff and watched a movie with js. It was City of Ember and erm its not veri good though, the plot a bit weird haha. Den we met jianhao at the S11 there to eat some western food and thanks for the waterchestnut drink ya? haha :) He ate fish and chips and me and js ate some chicken chop with spaghetti. i was super suay that day cos i spilled stuff like crazy and haiz not onli once but a few times... dirtied my clothes raarr... den after eating we did not noe wad to do... den we walked around aimlessly haha... they were looking at some final fantasy game spoiler while i was looking at 2 guys playing WII lol... they were super duper farnie...getting super pissed over the person who wins loL. cannot admit defeat then don play lor haha.

ok den ytd was prac in sch first in the morning at 9 o clock and dunno why i reached scholl earlier than normal. supposed to reach at 7.30 but i reach at 6.45... den i stoned outside choir room till jialing finally came cos PIG was there... so i could not enter the choir room... sianned... den played bridge and BIG 2 till prac started haha. yup and i certainly proud of the yr zeros man, not bad ah, learning songs diligently haha. but hor why nvr learn at home? har? ans me ! lol joking joking onli heh. jiayou in learning scores and memorizing them ! can one haha :) Den went over to siglap for afternoon prac... i shall mention certain stuff haha cos everyone knew wad happened :( but nvm, it was the stupid sscc's fault...if nelson was there they will die... haha... IF lah... den after prac i finally did something which i wanted to do for a long long time... finally passed sherwin teo and cherissa tan their belated birthday presents ! for miss bobo tan it was even longer lol.. finally... sorri ! and to novabelle... haha i also got something for u heh, can't wait to see u on friday ! :) have fun at cruise! (for those who are going)

After prac, me, junliang, wanping, may, abel, sherman, olivia went to eat ban mian, but me and jl nvr eat hor haha:) i dunno how come they still can eat haha, i take my hat off u all man heh. Then went to werney or however u spell it and wanted to buy some pig ear but in the end no one bought haha.i den went to bishan to follow wanping look for something ya... den after she went home, i was roaming aimlessly in J8 and guess who i saw? i saw sherwin teo and low ching chieh haha lol... they were walking out of the toilet and they saw me... so qiao haha ! and dunno why cc laughed so loudly ! hahahaha. haha ya thats all for my happy post ! haha...see you all soon ! i should go and study now !

A Brand New Look...

2008-11-27T23:48:00.001+08:00

haha ok... now i have just changed a new template for my blog ! haha... its so much less emo and erm i dunno.. just look nicer and happier! do u all think so ? haha... got nth to blog about... cos i am lazy... haha... onli one thing...TENOR JTS WAS STOMACH BLOATING ! BUT IT WAS TOTALLY FUN MAN:) HOPE TO HAVE STJ NEXT TIME !!! HAHA

Time to Wake Up !

2008-11-23T14:46:00.004+08:00

this past week is like haiz altho practices are ok and not too bad with songs like XXXX XXXXXXX and XXXXX XXXXX . The songs are nice lah but we make them less nice haha... but i noe we can do it definitely.... cos we have the ability to do so , it is just whether we wan to do it or not... after friday's caroling concert, i hope all of us have woken from their dreamland and start to realise that the road is not going to be easy, ITS NOT TOO LATE TO REALISE IT NOW. we have to understand everything has a inner self and do not just look at the surface and think that yes this is it... there is more than meets the eye and u have to realise and discover it... the past achievements did not come easy, it is not something that is default... it comes with hard work... i am sure no one wants to be remembered in the wrong way...

and i noe that i wan to go to austria but i just cant get my brains and hands started... so stupid... i need to study but i cant... am i that retarded? haiz.. STUDY MR DUMB DUMB, COS U NEED TO!

i don wan to fail anyone or myself anymore cos it is never nice to have such things happening... and to U, I PROMISE I WILL BE STRONG :) HAHA

Chances... Opportunities...

2008-11-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

Chances are hard to come by and we as humans shud take make use and appreciate every opportunity that comes to us and not waste it. U will onli regret it when in the end u realised u shud have treasured the opportunity given to u. Yup so pls anyone out there, pls treasure everything now and not leave it to be lost forever... in case u regret it for life and it will nvr come back...

回来吧....

2008-11-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

i want to go to Austria... no matter wad... and to do that i have to study... but i just cant get it started.... tell me how? just wait and die meh? no... i also dunno... and i guess i am just that insignificant, cant avoid that... it does not matter anyway...

Will the same thing happen to me again? will i be the cause again and once again jinx ppl to suffer... its all my fault and i apoogise for it... but i wont want the same thing to occur again, definitely... it is not at all nice and it took me veri long to get over it... so i shall believe in myself for the first time that it will nvr ever happen again, however this time i will make things even better and amend for wadever mistakes i have committed... once again i am sorri... things must not be destroyed in my hands again... nvr ever...

Choices in Life...

2008-11-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

ok i have made the choice and that is wad everyone has been telling me... although i die also don wan to make that choice but i guess i have no choice but to make this choice... sounds stupid but this is wad i have to do in order to satisfy everyone... except myself that is... we have to make choices in life and this will be one of the most impt choices that i have made in my life so far... an insignificant life though... it took me great pains to make this choice.... but i don noe whether i can do it or not cos it is not easy at all... ya so... hope that i can do it...

Stop It...

2008-11-05T20:54:00.002+08:00

Last night was a torture... i beg u... pls stop all this... its killing me... RAARR

ITS ALL OVER...

2008-11-03T19:23:00.001+08:00

finally everything is over... but somehow i don feel veri happy about it... i wonder why...maybe becos the other issue is over too...

PLS STOP ANTICIPATING ! (OR U WILL BE HURT EVEN MORE)

WHAT IS THIS...

2008-10-31T23:23:00.003+08:00

why do ppl always get the wrong idea about me... sianned to the max... always like that and i dunno wad to do... just let it continue to happen?

JUST WANNA POST STH THAT IS BLANK

2008-10-21T21:20:00.004+08:00

i am seriously feeling like shit nowadays... always doing stupid things to hide my feelings...on the surface, i can be stupidly retarded and happy but deep down i am actually otherwise... i realli wanna go somewhere else where it is extremely cold to numb all my feelings... rarr useless piece of dunno wad:(

WHAT DO U THINK U ARE DOING ?

2008-10-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

YOU are seriously a good for nothing man... can't even control ur own limbs and mouth... i noe u realli wan to stay in the North Pole forever and ever and don ever wanna come back again cos it will onli cause more damage to u...

In My Mind

2008-10-13T23:25:00.005+08:00

ok i may have just posted sth that is not so pleasant... But now i shall be happy cos i am like so addicted to one particular song that is so nice ! i added it into my phone and on the bus i just put it on repeat and it keeps on playing and playing lol. But it is seriously very nice and meaningful... about someone who has lost her sister and left for a place known as paradise... and the credits go to Melodie Tan and Cherissa Tan !! Both Tans haha.They are the ones who sang it and Mel composed it :) Its veri nice indeed, i have nth to say haha, no complaints at all, if i were to continue to type, it will be unlimited praises for the song and nth else hahahahaha. so i shall control myself and stop ! YUP THANK YOU TWO SO MUCH FOR SINGING THE SONG SO WELL AND OH YAH ! WHOEVER HAHA FOR PLAYING THE PIANO AND CELLO... AND PHILIP LEE FOR PHILIPING THE PAGES HEHE. WONDERFUL PRODUCTION INDEED ! GOOD LUCK FOR UR A LEVEL GRADES !

Everything is just so not right...

2008-10-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

Sad to say but today is a very very bad day... it sucks totally ... there were certain things that happened which i thought was so unfair to me. Comments were shot at me as if it was all my fault, its not as if i did not try. Why not like this, u come and take my place and try to have taste of what it is like, i am so sure that u will enjoy it. i dare u. U cannot just judge a book by its cover and expect wad u said to be totally correct. Never mind :(

Another thing is that i don understand why i cant control my stupid mouth to stop opening and blurt out things... useless piece of mouth... Is it that difficult? i don think so... i am sure u can do it pocks... nth is impossible... i hope so. Why does the angels and immortals wanna make fun of me and make me so confused and lost? i really dunno why, just let me off for once please... i beg u all... just let me continue to live in peace...
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY !

2008-10-09T20:26:00.009+08:00

HEY HEY POCKS IS SO HAPPY TODAY !:) HAHA

i have never had such a wonderful birthday in my entire life, seriously. Thanks to everyone who has made that difference to my life and yup u all totally rocked my day today ! heehee.

THE WONDERFUL BUNCH OF PPL !!

1) Abel, Cedric, Jia Sheng, Jun Liang, May, Olivia, Rhoda , Sherman ,Steven ,Wan Ping, Wen Siu and Zhi Yang(according to alphabetical order hor haha) for that meal after our practice on Wed ! I love the BALL haha and the INTERESTING water bottle hehe :) and that cake which sherman enjoyed veri much lol ( i told him to finish it... not his fault )

2) My SIS( Low Ching Chieh) and my SUK Chairman(Sherwin Teo) for the super early messages and that cute little Mr Bean Bear!! haha. ok fine its not that little after all heh.

3) 08S30 classmates !! Neng Wei and Jun Zhe for that nice man u shirt:), the rest of the guys for the alarm clock and the diet thing haha. The gals for that white SPEED shirt ! And also the tic tac toe thing ! veri interesting leh the bread :) Not forgetting the planner thingy too ! Thanks !

4) 2nd SIS(Alena Low) for her advanced well wishes !! u are not old don worri haha

5) Bobo/Bubu/Cherrybangs/Cherry/Cherissa /Blah blah... for her well wishes too !! thanks so much :)

6) Curry Pock( Melodie Tan) for her shouting of 'BIRTHDAY BOY!' across the road haha and breakfast :)

7) David for bringing my present on behalf of the guys:)

8) Desmond and Novabelle for saying HAPPY BDAY TO ME !

9) Hin Kai for his msg:)

10) Indri for that fan haha and early well wishes too !

11) Jia Ling for her well wishes !!

12) Joshua and Randy and Pin Lang and Cheryl( the super early people every morning ) for ur well wishes!!

13) Justin for his msg :)

14) Jun Liang for the msg:)

15) Kwok Cheung for his msg:)

16) Mendy for her msg, gift and wishes during GP:)

17) MOM (Isabelle Loo) for her message and inspiring words of wisdom !!

18) Phagan Toh( best fren !!) for her msg and gift :) sorri i noe u hate yellow haha

19) Philip(muscle man) for his well wishes :)

20)Reuben for his double wishes! hehe

21) Roger for his msg :)

22) Serene Goh for her msg and gift:) sorri i noe u also hate yellow haha

23) Silin for wishes during GP and gift:)

24) Shi Hua for well wishes during PW and gift:)

25) Siting for her msg and gift:)

26) Sonia for her msg and gift:)

27) Su Ann for her early msg and correct msg and gift haha :)

28) Sue Lynn for her msg:)

29) Tim Yeo for his well wishes during fire drill haha :)

30) Wan Qin for wishes in PW classroom:)

31) Wayne for his Double Wishes too !

32) Wei Song for his well wishes in the hall during assembly!

33) Wei Liang for his wishes in the hall too :)

34) Xinni for her wishes in the PW classroom:)

35) Zhi Xin for her msg:)

36) Zong Rui for his wishes during assembly too!

yup these are all the cool ppl !! i am so sorri if i have missed out on anyone :( But don worri i will still appreciate wad u all have said to me or have given me :) and btw the above list is according to alphabetical order too.. if u realise haha.(except for first few cos they gave me pressie in a group haha)

THANK YOU ALL VERI MUCH ONCE AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING!!! I AM SEVENTEEN NOW HAHA AND SO I AM ONE MORE YR TO NS!! SHIT :( HAHA ... LOVE U ALL !!!<3

Thats the End...

2008-10-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

i am so useless and dumb... hopeless piece of dunno wad... why am i even born man... wonder why... born to be a loser and just let my dignity get trampled upon... cannot even get simple things done properly... i think i should just let myself rot away and never to return ever again...

Tagged !!

2008-10-01T00:42:00.005+08:00

I've been tagged!

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs; replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz; those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

TAGGED BY : Steven Teo

My Victims: i have decided not to tag anyone haha... don sabo ppl mah ! :)

1. What are your nicknames?
Pocks, Popcorn, Pork, Pox

2. What do you do before bedtime?
Wait for bedtime.

3. How good is your sense of direction?
Is that my sixth sense? I onli noe i had 5 senses...

4. What is your favourite snack?
Panadol.

5. What video/ arcade/ computer games do you feel like playing at the moment?
Truant haha

6. What do you eat the most?
Dust

7. Do you trust easily?
I think i RUST easier.

8. What’s the oldest piece of clothing in your wardrobe?
Back to when Narnia started.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
The letters U and N... cos i was happy till they came along...

10. Do you have a good body image?
No i don have a picture of a hunk with a good body haha... but google got...

11. Is being tagged fun?
I am not sure cos i am pocks... not tagged

12. What websites do you visit often?
http://www.comehereoften.blogspot.com/

13. Who are the most important people to you?
I dunno... ask YOU...

14. What kind of person do you wanna be?
I wanna be MACperson.

15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?
Got a lot cos my brain is empty so can put a lot inside...

16. What’s your favorite item of clothing?
School uniform lol

17. What’s your all time favourite thing you know you shouldn't be doing?
Wasting time.

18. If you had $1,000,000,000,000 in cash, what would you do with it?
Convert it to cheque.

19. What item could you not go without during the day?
The Sun.

20. What do you want to buy right now?
Smart Brain.

21. What personality trait do you wish to possess less of?
Uselessness.

feeling so cheated and useless...

2008-09-28T00:47:00.002+08:00

i realli don get it... why does everything seem to go against me? when i put in the effort to do something and i always don get the results that i deserve... when i have studied so much harder for my promos but it seems that i am going to have at least 3 R papers... i seriously wonder why... this is so unfair... if i did not study and i screw up my exams, i noe that i deserve it but now i can tell myself that i have put in my best effort and i don feel regretful at all. Is this realli the best i can do ? Am i that useless? Do i realli don belong to the sch i am in right now? Izzit too competitive for me? now i realli don noe, i have been thinking of it since the end of my promos and the picture will be much more clearer when my results are out... R papers here i come

some feeling to have during promos, go and die

2008-09-23T18:17:00.004+08:00

i am having this feeling or way of thinking... i am hoping that it is not true but it seems that it is true and i have no choice but to believe that it is true... it has been happening to me since a month ago and i realli don wan it to happen. This feeling sucks :(

WHAT NOW?

2008-09-21T21:37:00.003+08:00

i realli dunno wad to do... why must heaven make sport of me? i realli don get it... after i have made that decision, and now u are telling me that i have made the wrong choice? DEN TELL ME WAD U WANT ME TO DO LAH ! haiz :( save me pls

Signs...

2008-09-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

recently there have been signs that have been telling me certain answers... and i don noe whether i shud follow wad i see or not... am i just hallucinating or they are realli showing me the way? i am realli not sure... shall wait and see... :(

One barrier after another...

2008-09-12T23:11:00.003+08:00

after one problem is solved... u have another problem coming up... wad is worse is that when u have not solved the present problems, more starts to pile up... i realli don get it but why must all this happen at the same time... there is a limit as to how much a person can tolerate and i am sure everyone noes that, but when other people don understand u, they assume wad they see on the surface is reality... and sometimes u also don noe who to trust most, even the closest ppl around you can turn out to be enemies, who noes? it is the way of life and life is so unpredictable, anything can happen at any point of time... assumptions are not the way to look at things, it can lead to many unforseen circumstances. We must always put ourselves in other ppl's shoes and think in their positions, NEVER ASSUME. u will hurt them if u do so cos u don noe exacty their plight and u will never noe cos u are not them, so pls be more sensitive and think before saying anything.

hoping time will resolve everything...

2008-09-07T22:26:00.006+08:00

WON'T IT BE SO GOOD IF I CAN DO THIS EVERYDAY AND NOT LEAD MY LIFE LIKE NOW...

learning to appreciate wad u have...

2008-09-05T00:39:00.002+08:00

this is wad i learnt today.. learning to treasure wadever u have and not complain about it cos it is something that is being entrusted to u and so u must take care of it... we shud be contented and not ask for more even though pepsi asks u to do so... LOL... ok nvm haha...

PS: WE MUST REALLI TREASURE THE PRAWNS THAT THRIVE IN THE DEEP BLUE SEA...(LOL RANDOM)

NEW TREND...

2008-08-31T01:13:00.003+08:00

ok this is totally not healthy but i have come to realise that everyone seems to be emo-ing a lot nowadays... don noe why... maybe due to stress?? and wadever reason there may be... but i think that sometihng is the cause of it and i am sure u all noe wad izzit... such things are realli irritating to the max and u noe wad? we cannot do anything to help ourselves... so wad do we do?wait and prepare to be screwed by wadever is affecting us and this is totally true can... it can realli screw up ur life... it makes you don feel like studying at all and not doing anything but think and think and think... everyday and everty minute and every second ticking away... and when u realise that u have wasted so much time thinking about something so useless, u ask urself' 'den why did i do it? ' and the answer is that u cannot help it :( and the time that u have wasted cannot be retrieved again... it is wasted and tats it... thats too bad... sometimes i USED TO wonder why people like to emo so much... and i could not find the answer to it.. now i have finally found it... the answer is once again' YOU CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT ! ' i used to tell ppl not to emo and all that and told them to just let it go and concentrate on the more important stuff. But now i noe how it feels like and it is definitely not easy to get something out of ur head just like that. THOSE WHO THINK U CAN DO IT, DEN WAIT TILL IT REALLI HIT U. and yup this is not an emo post... this is just an evaluation on wad i have noticed about people nowadays... conclusion is.... EMO-ING SUCKS... as simple as that haha:)

A Song That Is So Realistic...

2008-08-30T00:17:00.004+08:00

新不了情 <3

心若倦了,泪也乾了,

这份心情,难舍难了。

曾经拥有,天荒地老,

已不见你,暮暮与朝朝。

这一份情,永远难了,

愿来生还能,再度拥抱。

爱一个人,如何斯守到老,

怎样面对一切,我不知道。

回忆过去,痛苦的相思忘不了,

为何你还来,拨动我心跳。

爱你怎么能了,今夜的你应该明了,

缘难了, 情难了。

This song realli has a lot of meaning... and i don noe why, i am sort of like addicted to this song hahahaha:) maybe becos it makes sense lor haha.

finally i am updating my blog... hahahaha

2008-08-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

ok firstly life for me is like whoa... seriously overwhelming... not that it is fabulous... it is that it is like HELL... veri hard to cope with stuff... whoo... but its ok, i guess i have no choice but to continue to strive on... or else next yr, my present classmates will see me and ask me' hey hello pocks ! how was ur hols?'... i will say' hello senior, i am in ur junior class now :) 09S30 !! '... u nvr noe man... yup so fellow sec fours... i might be in ur class next yr ! heehee, and i will own u all ! cos i have one more yr here... hahahaha:)

recently i was also bothered by a lot of things... some realli diao things and some is serious business such as my beloved PW !!(vomit) PW is like the best subject u can ever get man ! haha sec fours so sad u all cannot take it nxt yr...( SO GOOD !! haiz...) but seriously if u go jc, cannot waste time man... time is like so precious there... every moment matters...( altho i waste a lot of time but nvm haha)yup thats why i have learnt my lesson...

and if u all have been wondering why i so long nvr update.. cos i veri tired most of the time... reach home relatively late(today counted early liao:) now i got time cos i just eaten my dinner and i am like bloated... so i am kneeling down on the floor while blogging lol, so that my tummy don feel any pressure, i noe damn lame haha. and today i just had my chem lecture test... not bad sia ! i will fail for the third time i think haha.. if i pass den it will be a miracle :) and tmr i have econs test ! haiz sianned... two tests in two days... can die man... so yup i noe wad i am trying to say.. it means i have to go off now ! to study for my beloved subject econs haha ! no lah actually i hate it, but now liking it more.. cos can understand better heehee... see ya my frens ! and thank you if u are reading my blog haha :D Jiayou everybody !

life sucks to the core man...

2008-07-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

haiz... i realli don noe why my life is like... first there is PW...which seriously sucks cos it takes up so much of my precious time... and i don see why it is necessary for our university admission... no link sia... next is my studies... i did like so 'well' for my mid years can... ESSSS... such fantastic results !! don praise me :) i will be shy one lol. and after dedicating so much time to pw, i don see how i can study well enuf for my promos... and also i have quite a bit of choir stuff to settle also... haiz... so i guess i have to just hope for the best... i wont ask for sth ridiculous...i just wan to be promoted to yr 2 and thats all i ask for... nth extreme at all... so i shall pray and hope tat all goes well... and yup:) i shall not waste time liaoz, time to study !! heehee bb all !! :)

Back from Wales!!!!

2008-07-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

i am finally back from wales... haha... not that i wanna come back, but it feels gd to be home too!! the trip was fun to the max can:) but not totally pleasant :( we did not do veri well for our competition and for that i wan to say sorry to our seniors who always had placed high hopes on us.But i am sure VJ choir will leap to greater heights next yr when we go for more competitions:) And i realli wanna thank mr kwei for his guidance and teachings throughout the year in the preparations for this competition. And of cos my fellow choir members who have put in effort in practices and for the competition itself. THANK YOU VERY MUCH:) I REALLI APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH :)

i will be even more thankful if we all can work together towards the competitions next yr and of cos the upcoming events this year. i believe we can all do this together as nothing is impossible. We must show wad vj choir is all about and is capable of. To my dearest year two seniors, i realli wanna say a big big thank you to u all for all that u all have done for vj choir and it will nvr be forgotten, and rest assured. VJ CHOIR ALWAYS WELCOME U ALL BACK AS WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY:) as the saying goes, once a victorian, always a victorian. Likewise, once a vj choir member, always a vj choir member. thank you once again.

Finally blogging :)

2008-06-19T13:41:00.002+08:00

I am actually blogging !! haha cos i took off time my mugging to blog:) i like totally cannot stand mugging liao, i am feeling so sian now... confirmed dead for my mid years... i lost my mugging mode like when i was in sec sch... come to vj become so slack haiz. i think it is the mugging atmosphere in vj... everybody also slack one... but in the end, everyone does well :) i don noe how sia but they just always manage to do it... hope i am like that also heehee.

ok sch work aside... now i am more worried for our Wales competition than my veri own studies. In my mind nowadays is the competition and nth else, maybe that is why i cannot study. And to be frank to everyone(especially abel), i myself have dreamt that we won the Choir of The World title. Imagine this... 'THE CHOIR OF THE WORLD IS THE VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE CHOIR !!!!' i realli cannot wait for that to happen. Would it be cool if tat happens?? our hard work all paid off and we will definitely enjoy ourselves like mad in London after the competition. And wad i wanna say is tat we can surely do it if we onli improve and not deprove from Sat's prac. That prac was realli gd and i wanna thank all of u cool people from Vj Choir to continue to work hard and be undoubtly the Choir Of the World !!! whoo!! haha :) thats' all i wanna say, cos i realli need to go back to TRY to study... don say i mugger hor, i repeat myself.. MYSELF MYSELF MYSELF...lol... as in realli i repeat myself, TRY to study, TRY ONLI AH haha:) see ya!!

POCKS PLS GO AND DIE !!!

2008-05-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

i think i totally suck man... my mouth is like shit... foul mouth.. useless piece of garbage... somebody pls come and slap my mouth... and how i hope i nvr will be able to sense things ever again... :( like i said before i rather be a stone.......

Happy Birthday Low Ching Chieh !!!! :) (hope u are reading this haha)

2008-05-21T01:18:00.006+08:00

Yup today is a very special day for our beloved president. 21 may... wad day izzit? it is a wednesday !! ok lah lolz, it is her 18th birthday !! i hope that u are happy on ur birthday cos u should not be sad haha, bday leh :)

i knew u since i was a yr zero in October. i went to the gates of VJ to pass u my appeal stuff and ur first sentence to me was' U ARE POCK THONG RIGHT?' and i said 'YAH' and i left after that. so diaoz i know haha. i realli wanna thank u for being such a wonderful president and i shall not malu myself man :) BCME rocks !! secret to being president... take this combi haha !! so many things has happened and thanks for everything once again, quiet sis lolx i did not noe why i suddenly thought of tat name. lame ttm , for those who don get it, too bad haha :) thanks for being there when we needed u as a ten nomm and all the help that u have given us. we would not have done it without u and the EXCO... seriously. and i shall not call u penguin cos it is damn bad haha. u are damn spastic can !! laughing at random things haha and i rmb that time got the TIMES magazine thing during World Voice Day prac, onli u were laughing haha, laocai ttm . and all ur bimbotic acts like at CARTEL... haha i don wanna say anything or else i tmr go sch then die liao, plus choir room got knife somemore heehee. i also rmb that time at VS concert , my junior once said a ridiculous thing... he asked... ' IS SHE UR SISTER?? ' i was like.. 'NO !' i asked him why leh and he said we look alike... realli meh ? i not sure also, if yes i am so sorri, it is an insult to u haha:) and also thanks for pei-ing me that time when i first went out with the seniors. i felt so left out den but u made me feel like i am at home !! thx thx...

Lastly i just wanna say that i hope that u will enjoy the rest of ur time in VJ choir !! don worry u will surely be missed by many haha :) strive on man ! and i promise not to disappoint u sis !!! ROCK ON K !! AND ALL THE BEST FOR UR 'A' LEVELS !! JIAYOU AND DONT GIVE UP !! HAHA(:(:(:

i can do it...

2008-05-19T02:00:00.003+08:00

i am super sure tat i can do it... as long as i stop thinking about it and make sure my hands do not move unneccessarily... it surely can be done !! :)if not i am like so screwed...

thanks everyone....

2008-05-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

i realli wanna thank a lot of people who has been involved in my journey towards SOV 2008...

ten noms- for staying at the booth to sell tiks and working with me to plan for SOV and all tat:)

musico- for putting in so much effort to improve our songs

exco- for planning everything so well and ensuring that everything goes smoothly except for the
lift part cos we could not control tat haha

now for individual ppl...

my sls wayne and abel- for their teachings and making me not a hopeless tenor :)

my buddies(u noe who u are)- for guiding me and supporting me in times when i was down

cherrybangs - for ur lozenges as well and consolations and the smiles smiles smiles haha

ching chieh- for guidance along the way and being a great quiet sis wahaha

sherwin and isabelle - for ur concerns !! i realli appreciate it (:

melodie- for ur lozenges too !! free somemore !! jiayou currypock !! heehee

novabelle- for telling me certain things that brightened up my days and that note from u on SOV

alena- for staying in choir room with me when i pon lectures haha:)

reuben- for ur words of wisdoms and superb technique and i can learn from u haha

keith- for ur sticky paper on SOV

desmond- for saying those things with NONO

zheng whye- for ur noob 'steam' haha

kok tong- for toking to me during caroling and teaching me maths at Bishan Library:)

Rayrin- for tagging when i was down with chicken pox haha

jeremy ho- for accompanying me when u think i am emo-ing :)

cc and lix- for the marker

IMACS- for that beautiful bookmark( izzit a bookmark?? ) haha

anthony- for that chocolate and the nice design of ur name lol(u sure have artistic talent man !!)

elizabeth, sophia, xian hui, rhoda, keith and reuben - for being the first bunch of ppl i noe when i
first came in :) i still remember the
checkpoints and final destination at
parkway:)(sorri if i missed out anyone)

08s30- for supporting me all the way and understanding why i sometimes cannot join u all for
class outings

sining- for being wetsoil and saying hi whenever u see me :) (hope u are reading this)

thats all... sorri if i have missed out anyone... but rest assured u are rmbed !! i promise !! lets all jiayou for wales !! Own and get the title of....... CHOIR OF THE WORLD !!!!!!