feeling so cheated and useless...

i realli don get it... why does everything seem to go against me? when i put in the effort to do something and i always don get the results that i deserve... when i have studied so much harder for my promos but it seems that i am going to have at least 3 R papers... i seriously wonder why... this is so unfair... if i did not study and i screw up my exams, i noe that i deserve it but now i can tell myself that i have put in my best effort and i don feel regretful at all. Is this realli the best i can do ? Am i that useless? Do i realli don belong to the sch i am in right now? Izzit too competitive for me? now i realli don noe, i have been thinking of it since the end of my promos and the picture will be much more clearer when my results are out... R papers here i come

some feeling to have during promos, go and die

i am having this feeling or way of thinking... i am hoping that it is not true but it seems that it is true and i have no choice but to believe that it is true... it has been happening to me since a month ago and i realli don wan it to happen. This feeling sucks :(

WHAT NOW?

i realli dunno wad to do... why must heaven make sport of me? i realli don get it... after i have made that decision, and now u are telling me that i have made the wrong choice? DEN TELL ME WAD U WANT ME TO DO LAH ! haiz :( save me pls

Signs...

recently there have been signs that have been telling me certain answers... and i don noe whether i shud follow wad i see or not... am i just hallucinating or they are realli showing me the way? i am realli not sure... shall wait and see... :(

One barrier after another...

after one problem is solved... u have another problem coming up... wad is worse is that when u have not solved the present problems, more starts to pile up... i realli don get it but why must all this happen at the same time... there is a limit as to how much a person can tolerate and i am sure everyone noes that, but when other people don understand u, they assume wad they see on the surface is reality... and sometimes u also don noe who to trust most, even the closest ppl around you can turn out to be enemies, who noes? it is the way of life and life is so unpredictable, anything can happen at any point of time... assumptions are not the way to look at things, it can lead to many unforseen circumstances. We must always put ourselves in other ppl's shoes and think in their positions, NEVER ASSUME. u will hurt them if u do so cos u don noe exacty their plight and u will never noe cos u are not them, so pls be more sensitive and think before saying anything.

hoping time will resolve everything...

WON'T IT BE SO GOOD IF I CAN DO THIS EVERYDAY AND NOT LEAD MY LIFE LIKE NOW...

learning to appreciate wad u have...

this is wad i learnt today.. learning to treasure wadever u have and not complain about it cos it is something that is being entrusted to u and so u must take care of it... we shud be contented and not ask for more even though pepsi asks u to do so... LOL... ok nvm haha...

PS: WE MUST REALLI TREASURE THE PRAWNS THAT THRIVE IN THE DEEP BLUE SEA...(LOL RANDOM)