The Final Sprint

8 more days to go!i am so excited about it! it is because the faster it starts, the faster it ends! jiayou:D back to mugging:D

I AM HAPPY !! AND GLAD...

WOW I HAD A GREAT 18TH BIRTHDAY ! THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE IT SO SPECIAL!!! THERE ARE SO SO SO MANY PEOPLE I WANT TO THANK...

1) VJC CHOIR for the surprise 'warm- up' :D:D
2) VJC CHOIR for the surprise 'warm- up' :D:D
3) VJC CHOIR for the surprise 'warm- up' :D:D
4) VJC CHOIR for the surprise 'warm- up' :D:D
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Not forgetting them!! wan ping, may, jia sheng, jun liang, olivia, wen siu, abel, steven, sherman, zhi yang,cedric, rhoda!(thanks for the dumb bell! haha...sherman i am sure u got stronger while carrying it)


MY BELOVED 08S30 FOR THE CAKE AND SONG !!! YO S30 ! SI MI DAI ZI!


now for those who sent me sms !
1) neo jia sheng(cos you are like my real bro :D)
2) sonia!(run/jog/sprint on!)
3) jolene gweeee( don read book till slp again!)
4) yi qian(sorri i told u wrongly, u were 4th heh)
5) ivor(prince of tennis)
6) jemimah(fren!)
7) kay(don emo kay!)
8) jiaen(short hair or long hair better?)
9) rhoda!*in extremely high pitch*
10) nan!(for wishing me 9 times!)
11) jun liang( your maths is still in choir room...)
12) jocelyn(don be cheated so easily! HAHA)
13) zhi xin(PW rocks!)
14) zhi yang( the man with the bush)
14) vanessa yeap( kaho muahaha)
15) mendy( i will rmb it for life:D)
16) jenna( it still has air hahahaha and sorry i did not pick up your call:P)
17) jian hao( shi fu!)
18) shi xuan( play soccer again next time!ORD soon hor...)
19) roger( YOU!)
20) isabelle( MOM!)

now for those who wished me on facebook!
1) jonathan teo( another prince of tennis guy)
2) ian tan( study hard!)
3) zhou mo( hey angel!)
4) ming han( see you at Hendon Camp hopefully)
5) peng hock( have a world tour soon!)
6) ting zhou( study hard!)
7) adilah( pri sch fren!)
8) robin neo( jiayou u can do it: another great bro:D)
9) shi jie( don keep mugging! must rest:)
10) ching chieh( hey sis! how is uni life? heh)
11) kok tong( army fun or not?)
12) han hao
13) singgih( my bro's senior!)
14) clement( have a blissful marriage! LOL)
15) edward( imba guitarist...)
16) samuel lee( play soccer!)
17) asik( man utd and tenor rock!)
18) kevin ng!
19) alvin hoe
20) ismail (4H!!)
21) wanjun( wanping's sis... thanks!)
22) jialok( bring VS choir to greater heights!)
23) maung myo( study hard yo! ok u don need... just get below 21 can le LOL)
24) michelle ( jiayou for choir, studies and everything else!)
25) aaron( work hard for O lvls! it will be over soon!)
26) reuben( above all ! you are still a wonderful senior don worry:D)

Thanks to the J1s who went out with me after Open House to celebrate with me:) thanks for the man utd jersey abd man utd shirt guys:D thanks for the fourskin shirt gals:D thanks for the sports band giam:D thanks for the socks yi qian:DDD

thanks 08S30 gals for the shirt:D thanks 08S30 guys for the ball:D i wont bear to kick it hahaha:D

thanks my fellow peers/ exco/musico/ adhoc for the dumb-bells ! i need it hahaha:D

thanks to all those who sang bday song to me at the choir room:D

lastly thanks to all those who wished me in school and anywhere else!! (sorri if i did not mention you:(

ok now for something slightly more emo lol. I did not regret going into the PT ytd to watch my lovely juniors perform, not at all. I think some of you gotten the wrong idea. Yeah. Some of you kept asking me why and here is the answer. I watched u all walk up onto the stage with confidence, being true performers, brought out what vj choir was all about. While you all were singing Ave Verum Corpus, i could not help it but tears started to roll down my cheeks. Not because you all were bad and i was too worried for you all but mainly because i was touched, REALLY TOUCHED. Never in my life had i shed a single drop of tear because of a song sang by a choir until ytd. Now i know i don't have to worry for you all at all because i have gotten the assurance from your very own voices and sincerity last night. I had to pretend i was having a blocked nose as i was sitting beside the new VP and strangers all around me. My VJ uniform was covered with tears and not sweat. Straight after you all performed, there were voices behind me saying ' AS ALWAYS, THEY NEVER FAIL TO IMPRESS ME' and they were sec sch students. I quickly went out of the PT and uncontrollably i cried, not teared but cried real hard. Some of you saw me when u all left the PT after your performance and sorry if i ignored you all when u all called me. Maybe the thought of me leaving this choir caused it and as much as i want to stop acting like a crybaby, i could not. Miss Sandhya saw me and came over, She asked' Were they that bad?' I answered, sobbing ' No mdm, they were fabulous'. You all thought you all were bad but let me tell this, it was my greatest birthday present ever ever, although u all made me lose my tears. I am sure u all will be able to bring Vj choir to even greater heights and accomplish what our batch could not as we missed the chance this year.I have seen u all grown for the past 9 months and i am sure it is possible. Work hard and you will see wonders.

NB: i am a guy but i am also human ok:D i have tear glands hahahaha:D

Time to Blog

i am actually blogging! because the 'great master blogger jia sheng' has updated his blog, so how can i lose to him? NO WAY. anyway now i am in the school computer lab and i actually wanted to watch some videos online but the streaming is way too slow, so i gave up and decided to blog instead. Prelims are already over but it is just the beginning of something that is even scarier... the actual A lvls... judging from the prelims, i don think that i did well though, its like every paper i know i can do but somehow i cannot produce the results, either careless or mind blank in the exam hall. oh well, hope it does not happen for the real thing. This time i should be able to do better as compared to my Common Test 2 cause that was real bad already. If i get that again this time, i guess i am really bad and should go into study camp unless i want to ruin my future. Ok if i somehow messed up my A lvls, i shall sign on in army so as to secure a job:D sounds stupid to many but i guess i don mind lah, can stay healthy and fit! sounds quite cool... BUT coming to think about army, its making me feel real bad because i don have enough time to catch up with my friends due to the time lost in mugging and in addition i have to go in dec ! ALL BECAUSE OF THAT 2 CM !!! if my legs were stronger that day, i would have been a happier man by going into army one month later.ONE MONTH IS SO PRECIOUS. i guess i have to resign to fate... i am going to miss caroling and maybe xmas day if i am at field camp and most importantly i will miss farewell. i don mind going in early if not for the fact that i am going to miss farewell... i really don wanna miss farewell, the last chance to say good bye to your friends and appreciate them for all that they have done for you along the way. Hope that a miracle happens and i get to go in later :D WAIT LONG LONG POCKS, u are destined to be in there for extra 8 weeks ! ok i shall stop blogging and the next post will be when mr great master Carl Chua/Chua Tio/Chua Sai/Xiao Qiang blogs again!

WARNING: that may be a few years down the road...

Inspired

Yesterday was the day i truly found a turning point in my life. I never felt the same way before and i thought i never will, but i did. Last night, i could not study because i was watching American's Got Talent on Youtube. Yes it may sound absurd to many because i am supposed to be studying, but trust me, i have learnt much more than i could if i actually spent those few hours studying, be it Biology, Chemistry, Economics or Mathematics. I have learnt something even more valuable than what i could learn from the books, and that is the everyday life experiences. Having watched so many episodes in the past, it never hit me as much as the few which i watched yesterday. There were many people out there in America who are living their dreams and they want to show the world what talent they possess. Some may have talents that are unique in their own way but unfortunately is not appealing to the masses, but what i feel is that getting through to the next round is not the most important thing. To me, i am inspired by them having the confidence and believing that they themselves can do it, that is what matters most. When one does not have confidence, no matter what others try to do, you will never be able to do anything big. But when there is something within you that is saying that yes, u can do it, why not go for it? You do not have to win the hearts of others, as long as you do not betray yourself and have no regrets, do what you want to do because everyone is born equal and you definitely deserve to do it. There are also contestants who really do have what it takes. There was this group called Voices of Glory and they are siblings. Their mother got hit straight on by a drunk driver and she was in a coma for 8 months. Everyday beside her bed, they would sing to her, bearing the hope that she will wake up one day. Not only that, they also went around the hospital, singing to many others, spreading the love and joy to others. And true enough, their mother woke up and is now on a wheelchair and she was sitting right there, watching her children singing on stage, doing what they love to do and that is to sing. When the judges gave them the green light to Las Vegas, the whole family came out and i could not resist but i was tearing. ( i am still human ok :) That's what it is all about, living your dream and celebrating it with your loved ones. You are not doing it just for yourself but for everyone around you, your friends and family. Yes and i have a dream too , so why am i not fulfilling my dream? i am going to be 18 soon and i know what i want to do, that is to study hard now and get a stable job, to support my family and that's all i ask for. I like to sing and why should i stop singing? No way am i going to stop singing, because that is what i want to do. It does not matter whether i can sing well or not, i just want to sing and that is all that matters. There are so many success stories and why can't i be one of them? I have a dream too and that is for me to make it come true. Believe in yourself and fulfill your dreams, before it is too late.

NB: okay i am feeling a bit weird now after typing that whole chunk in front...u all can just ignore it hahahaha :) i know it is not like me LOL...

BORED

Firstly, i am getting sick of staying at home... most of you all wanna get MC but let me tell you from the bottom of my heart, other than studying and sleeping, there is practically nothing else for you to do! THAT"S FOR FOR ME LAH, maybe your house has other interesting stuff to do like pool table, swimming pool, xbox, PS3. PSP, which i have none... HAHA... yeah so i wanna go school like real soon. Studying also makes one feel sian which i am sure most of you know, it is not fun at all, if you find it fun then i think there is something wrong with you haha. Waking up at 11am everyday instead of 5am sure is a good thing but the whole day will be eventless, only studying and sleeping and maybe eating. Going out will be one alternative but i cannot! not allowed to at least. when i get well, i am going to go to school, den go home straight to study, then go and run and then bathe and then mug somemore, then sleep and this will continue all the way till my A lvls. YEAH MAN, SOUNDS COOL:D ok anyway i got to go already, need to find something to do instead of slacking around. SEE YA PPL(SOON I HOPE)

ITS COMING

i realised i have not been blogging but forgive me people because i have been studying haha:D the prelims are around the corner and i am surely feeling scared of it as i have to do well for it or else... haha u know what will happen... my future= gone... yeah so i have pulled up my socks and spurred on and mugged and hopefully i will be able to achieve what i want to achieve for my prelims, CCCCE:) if i can do that, i will be extremely satisfied because this will be the best i have ever gotten for my results in jc! i don see why i can't do it while others can get AAAAA. HAHA... i am a human being too and so i can do it too ! BUT to get AAAAA. i think i have to waif for A lvls lah haha. for prelims, it is a bit too unrealistic to set... yeah... from SSSUE to AAAAA? if that really happens, i will surely get my good progress award lol. yeah anyway my CT2 results were real bad, so much so that i have to see the vice principal or principal, i rather see Mr Chan though haha, cos the new VP looks sort of scary and heard he initiated the hair and attire check the second day he was here in VJC. LOL... a bit too enthu... haha. ok anyway yeah , i have to go back to mugging ! cya ppl ! wish me luck for my exams ! HAHA. i definitely need it :)

Sick

I have been sick for the past few days since wednesday. I went to see the doctor and she said it was just normal flu and yup i got 3 kinds of medicine and i paid 40 dollars for it. Then i went to sing on thursday at VCH and i never regret that :) My last time singing under Mr Kwei in Vj Choir and i surely won't miss that, definitely. My first with Vj Choir under Mr Kwei's conducting was also at VCH. It turned out well i guess, although we were not as good as SYF but it was a performance and all that mattered was that we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves on stage. While singing Hana, i could imagine the death and life of a flower which suddenly bloomed in a desert and there was a ray of hope but only to find out that it cannot survive long enough, It is exactly like my life in Vj Choir, being in it is so short-lived but yet you get to savour every moment u spend inside there with all your friends and fellow choristers. It is an experience you cannot get elsewhere as Vj Choir is a family different from any other choir. And i want to say that i am utterly sorry people, for commiting that mistake on stage, it was sub-conscious but i still made that mistake i guess. Really sorry if u wanted to have a nice ending to your Vj Choir journey, I AM SORRY.

On a side note, i really hope that i can recover really soon so that i can perform with Vj Choir for the last time at the Esplanade Concert Hall. Unless i cannot move myself tomorrow, i will definitely drag myself down there to sing with my fellow peers and beloved juniors, seeing them in their gowns and blazars once again, if not i have to wait till caroling which i may not be able to make it due to National Service, hope i don't go in early... Neither can i study for my Ct2... my head is killing me so much so that i can't absorb any information and i am starting to forget what i have studied so far, this is bad, everything is happening to me at the same time, hope i can pull through and move on, without looking back... Oh well, if i do badly this time round, i will just have to work doubly hard for prelims and A lvls. Jiayou Pocks, You can do it !