Sick

I have been sick for the past few days since wednesday. I went to see the doctor and she said it was just normal flu and yup i got 3 kinds of medicine and i paid 40 dollars for it. Then i went to sing on thursday at VCH and i never regret that :) My last time singing under Mr Kwei in Vj Choir and i surely won't miss that, definitely. My first with Vj Choir under Mr Kwei's conducting was also at VCH. It turned out well i guess, although we were not as good as SYF but it was a performance and all that mattered was that we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves on stage. While singing Hana, i could imagine the death and life of a flower which suddenly bloomed in a desert and there was a ray of hope but only to find out that it cannot survive long enough, It is exactly like my life in Vj Choir, being in it is so short-lived but yet you get to savour every moment u spend inside there with all your friends and fellow choristers. It is an experience you cannot get elsewhere as Vj Choir is a family different from any other choir. And i want to say that i am utterly sorry people, for commiting that mistake on stage, it was sub-conscious but i still made that mistake i guess. Really sorry if u wanted to have a nice ending to your Vj Choir journey, I AM SORRY.

On a side note, i really hope that i can recover really soon so that i can perform with Vj Choir for the last time at the Esplanade Concert Hall. Unless i cannot move myself tomorrow, i will definitely drag myself down there to sing with my fellow peers and beloved juniors, seeing them in their gowns and blazars once again, if not i have to wait till caroling which i may not be able to make it due to National Service, hope i don't go in early... Neither can i study for my Ct2... my head is killing me so much so that i can't absorb any information and i am starting to forget what i have studied so far, this is bad, everything is happening to me at the same time, hope i can pull through and move on, without looking back... Oh well, if i do badly this time round, i will just have to work doubly hard for prelims and A lvls. Jiayou Pocks, You can do it !

MIND SET

ok yes i have decided and set my mind on it. U BETTER DO IT OR U WILL BE FAILING YOURSELF AND U WILL REGRET IT FOR LIFE. TRUST ME.

AT A LOSS...

I don't know what to do, choosing between 2 things is never easy and i have finally come to experience in a way i never would have wanted. Some of you will know what i am talking about, for those who don't know, i am sorry but i seriously do not wish to elaborate on anything cause it is nothing to be well reminded of. Now i have to make a choice and i must do it quick...