WHAT IS THIS...

why do ppl always get the wrong idea about me... sianned to the max... always like that and i dunno wad to do... just let it continue to happen?

JUST WANNA POST STH THAT IS BLANK

i am seriously feeling like shit nowadays... always doing stupid things to hide my feelings...on the surface, i can be stupidly retarded and happy but deep down i am actually otherwise... i realli wanna go somewhere else where it is extremely cold to numb all my feelings... rarr useless piece of dunno wad:(

WHAT DO U THINK U ARE DOING ?

YOU are seriously a good for nothing man... can't even control ur own limbs and mouth... i noe u realli wan to stay in the North Pole forever and ever and don ever wanna come back again cos it will onli cause more damage to u...

In My Mind

ok i may have just posted sth that is not so pleasant... But now i shall be happy cos i am like so addicted to one particular song that is so nice ! i added it into my phone and on the bus i just put it on repeat and it keeps on playing and playing lol. But it is seriously very nice and meaningful... about someone who has lost her sister and left for a place known as paradise... and the credits go to Melodie Tan and Cherissa Tan !! Both Tans haha.They are the ones who sang it and Mel composed it :) Its veri nice indeed, i have nth to say haha, no complaints at all, if i were to continue to type, it will be unlimited praises for the song and nth else hahahahaha. so i shall control myself and stop ! YUP THANK YOU TWO SO MUCH FOR SINGING THE SONG SO WELL AND OH YAH ! WHOEVER HAHA FOR PLAYING THE PIANO AND CELLO... AND PHILIP LEE FOR PHILIPING THE PAGES HEHE. WONDERFUL PRODUCTION INDEED ! GOOD LUCK FOR UR A LEVEL GRADES !

Everything is just so not right...

Sad to say but today is a very very bad day... it sucks totally ... there were certain things that happened which i thought was so unfair to me. Comments were shot at me as if it was all my fault, its not as if i did not try. Why not like this, u come and take my place and try to have taste of what it is like, i am so sure that u will enjoy it. i dare u. U cannot just judge a book by its cover and expect wad u said to be totally correct. Never mind :(

Another thing is that i don understand why i cant control my stupid mouth to stop opening and blurt out things... useless piece of mouth... Is it that difficult? i don think so... i am sure u can do it pocks... nth is impossible... i hope so. Why does the angels and immortals wanna make fun of me and make me so confused and lost? i really dunno why, just let me off for once please... i beg u all... just let me continue to live in peace...
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY !

HEY HEY POCKS IS SO HAPPY TODAY !:) HAHA

i have never had such a wonderful birthday in my entire life, seriously. Thanks to everyone who has made that difference to my life and yup u all totally rocked my day today ! heehee.

THE WONDERFUL BUNCH OF PPL !!

1) Abel, Cedric, Jia Sheng, Jun Liang, May, Olivia, Rhoda , Sherman ,Steven ,Wan Ping, Wen Siu and Zhi Yang(according to alphabetical order hor haha) for that meal after our practice on Wed ! I love the BALL haha and the INTERESTING water bottle hehe :) and that cake which sherman enjoyed veri much lol ( i told him to finish it... not his fault )

2) My SIS( Low Ching Chieh) and my SUK Chairman(Sherwin Teo) for the super early messages and that cute little Mr Bean Bear!! haha. ok fine its not that little after all heh.

3) 08S30 classmates !! Neng Wei and Jun Zhe for that nice man u shirt:), the rest of the guys for the alarm clock and the diet thing haha. The gals for that white SPEED shirt ! And also the tic tac toe thing ! veri interesting leh the bread :) Not forgetting the planner thingy too ! Thanks !

4) 2nd SIS(Alena Low) for her advanced well wishes !! u are not old don worri haha

5) Bobo/Bubu/Cherrybangs/Cherry/Cherissa /Blah blah... for her well wishes too !! thanks so much :)

6) Curry Pock( Melodie Tan) for her shouting of 'BIRTHDAY BOY!' across the road haha and breakfast :)

7) David for bringing my present on behalf of the guys:)

8) Desmond and Novabelle for saying HAPPY BDAY TO ME !

9) Hin Kai for his msg:)

10) Indri for that fan haha and early well wishes too !

11) Jia Ling for her well wishes !!

12) Joshua and Randy and Pin Lang and Cheryl( the super early people every morning ) for ur well wishes!!

13) Justin for his msg :)

14) Jun Liang for the msg:)

15) Kwok Cheung for his msg:)

16) Mendy for her msg, gift and wishes during GP:)

17) MOM (Isabelle Loo) for her message and inspiring words of wisdom !!

18) Phagan Toh( best fren !!) for her msg and gift :) sorri i noe u hate yellow haha

19) Philip(muscle man) for his well wishes :)

20)Reuben for his double wishes! hehe

21) Roger for his msg :)

22) Serene Goh for her msg and gift:) sorri i noe u also hate yellow haha

23) Silin for wishes during GP and gift:)

24) Shi Hua for well wishes during PW and gift:)

25) Siting for her msg and gift:)

26) Sonia for her msg and gift:)

27) Su Ann for her early msg and correct msg and gift haha :)

28) Sue Lynn for her msg:)

29) Tim Yeo for his well wishes during fire drill haha :)

30) Wan Qin for wishes in PW classroom:)

31) Wayne for his Double Wishes too !

32) Wei Song for his well wishes in the hall during assembly!

33) Wei Liang for his wishes in the hall too :)

34) Xinni for her wishes in the PW classroom:)

35) Zhi Xin for her msg:)

36) Zong Rui for his wishes during assembly too!

yup these are all the cool ppl !! i am so sorri if i have missed out on anyone :( But don worri i will still appreciate wad u all have said to me or have given me :) and btw the above list is according to alphabetical order too.. if u realise haha.(except for first few cos they gave me pressie in a group haha)

THANK YOU ALL VERI MUCH ONCE AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING!!! I AM SEVENTEEN NOW HAHA AND SO I AM ONE MORE YR TO NS!! SHIT :( HAHA ... LOVE U ALL !!!<3

Thats the End...

i am so useless and dumb... hopeless piece of dunno wad... why am i even born man... wonder why... born to be a loser and just let my dignity get trampled upon... cannot even get simple things done properly... i think i should just let myself rot away and never to return ever again...

Tagged !!

I've been tagged!

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs; replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz; those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

TAGGED BY : Steven Teo

My Victims: i have decided not to tag anyone haha... don sabo ppl mah ! :)

1. What are your nicknames?
Pocks, Popcorn, Pork, Pox

2. What do you do before bedtime?
Wait for bedtime.

3. How good is your sense of direction?
Is that my sixth sense? I onli noe i had 5 senses...

4. What is your favourite snack?
Panadol.

5. What video/ arcade/ computer games do you feel like playing at the moment?
Truant haha

6. What do you eat the most?
Dust

7. Do you trust easily?
I think i RUST easier.

8. What’s the oldest piece of clothing in your wardrobe?
Back to when Narnia started.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
The letters U and N... cos i was happy till they came along...

10. Do you have a good body image?
No i don have a picture of a hunk with a good body haha... but google got...

11. Is being tagged fun?
I am not sure cos i am pocks... not tagged

12. What websites do you visit often?
http://www.comehereoften.blogspot.com/

13. Who are the most important people to you?
I dunno... ask YOU...

14. What kind of person do you wanna be?
I wanna be MACperson.

15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?
Got a lot cos my brain is empty so can put a lot inside...

16. What’s your favorite item of clothing?
School uniform lol

17. What’s your all time favourite thing you know you shouldn't be doing?
Wasting time.

18. If you had $1,000,000,000,000 in cash, what would you do with it?
Convert it to cheque.

19. What item could you not go without during the day?
The Sun.

20. What do you want to buy right now?
Smart Brain.

21. What personality trait do you wish to possess less of?
Uselessness.