One More Week

We have another week to study for our CT2... but for me, it does not make much of a difference i will not be free on wednesday and thursday due to performances and rehearsals. Oh well, i am doing something which i will not regret, so i guess i am totally fine with it. But thinking of the exams, i start to feel... SCARED. It is only 3-4 more months to the actual battle with Cambridge in the Victoria Junior College School Hall and i need to do something about it fast, hope i can pull through these few months so i can enjoy myself properly after the A lvls ! Ok enough said, since i said i was scared... why am i still blogging? I SHALL GO STUDY NOW, if not i am really in deep trouble for my CT2 and maybe even my A lvls... see ya ppl

Crush

I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

i am like addicted to this song now, thanks to cheung kayat and low zhi yang haha:) it is really a nice song:) so heart-felt... and he is real good man... ok off to studying now !

BACK

i realised i have been neglecting my dear blog since april... ok so it is time for a short post now.

the exams are coming and i guess i am going to do real bad for my CT2. Because i cannot absorb when i try to study ! dunno why, just cannot seem to concentrate while i am studying. And the problem now i still have tonnes of chapters to finish for all my subjects, this is gonna be a miracle if i can even finish 75% of them. Just hope that i don do very badly and i will be satisfied. I promise that when i have gotten it all sorted out and thought through everything, considering everything, i will concentrate and do wad is right at this point of time. But first, i have to make sure i execute wad i have decided on and not just say say and don do anything. That is the worst thing. Oh well, i hope that it will end soon and yes i have 3 more weeks to study ! go go go pocks, u can do it, don make life miserable for yourself, live life to the fullest ! thats wad i am doing now lol, thats why i am not studying HAHA... NO LAH JOKING:D