Inspired

Yesterday was the day i truly found a turning point in my life. I never felt the same way before and i thought i never will, but i did. Last night, i could not study because i was watching American's Got Talent on Youtube. Yes it may sound absurd to many because i am supposed to be studying, but trust me, i have learnt much more than i could if i actually spent those few hours studying, be it Biology, Chemistry, Economics or Mathematics. I have learnt something even more valuable than what i could learn from the books, and that is the everyday life experiences. Having watched so many episodes in the past, it never hit me as much as the few which i watched yesterday. There were many people out there in America who are living their dreams and they want to show the world what talent they possess. Some may have talents that are unique in their own way but unfortunately is not appealing to the masses, but what i feel is that getting through to the next round is not the most important thing. To me, i am inspired by them having the confidence and believing that they themselves can do it, that is what matters most. When one does not have confidence, no matter what others try to do, you will never be able to do anything big. But when there is something within you that is saying that yes, u can do it, why not go for it? You do not have to win the hearts of others, as long as you do not betray yourself and have no regrets, do what you want to do because everyone is born equal and you definitely deserve to do it. There are also contestants who really do have what it takes. There was this group called Voices of Glory and they are siblings. Their mother got hit straight on by a drunk driver and she was in a coma for 8 months. Everyday beside her bed, they would sing to her, bearing the hope that she will wake up one day. Not only that, they also went around the hospital, singing to many others, spreading the love and joy to others. And true enough, their mother woke up and is now on a wheelchair and she was sitting right there, watching her children singing on stage, doing what they love to do and that is to sing. When the judges gave them the green light to Las Vegas, the whole family came out and i could not resist but i was tearing. ( i am still human ok :) That's what it is all about, living your dream and celebrating it with your loved ones. You are not doing it just for yourself but for everyone around you, your friends and family. Yes and i have a dream too , so why am i not fulfilling my dream? i am going to be 18 soon and i know what i want to do, that is to study hard now and get a stable job, to support my family and that's all i ask for. I like to sing and why should i stop singing? No way am i going to stop singing, because that is what i want to do. It does not matter whether i can sing well or not, i just want to sing and that is all that matters. There are so many success stories and why can't i be one of them? I have a dream too and that is for me to make it come true. Believe in yourself and fulfill your dreams, before it is too late.

NB: okay i am feeling a bit weird now after typing that whole chunk in front...u all can just ignore it hahahaha :) i know it is not like me LOL...

BORED

Firstly, i am getting sick of staying at home... most of you all wanna get MC but let me tell you from the bottom of my heart, other than studying and sleeping, there is practically nothing else for you to do! THAT"S FOR FOR ME LAH, maybe your house has other interesting stuff to do like pool table, swimming pool, xbox, PS3. PSP, which i have none... HAHA... yeah so i wanna go school like real soon. Studying also makes one feel sian which i am sure most of you know, it is not fun at all, if you find it fun then i think there is something wrong with you haha. Waking up at 11am everyday instead of 5am sure is a good thing but the whole day will be eventless, only studying and sleeping and maybe eating. Going out will be one alternative but i cannot! not allowed to at least. when i get well, i am going to go to school, den go home straight to study, then go and run and then bathe and then mug somemore, then sleep and this will continue all the way till my A lvls. YEAH MAN, SOUNDS COOL:D ok anyway i got to go already, need to find something to do instead of slacking around. SEE YA PPL(SOON I HOPE)

ITS COMING

i realised i have not been blogging but forgive me people because i have been studying haha:D the prelims are around the corner and i am surely feeling scared of it as i have to do well for it or else... haha u know what will happen... my future= gone... yeah so i have pulled up my socks and spurred on and mugged and hopefully i will be able to achieve what i want to achieve for my prelims, CCCCE:) if i can do that, i will be extremely satisfied because this will be the best i have ever gotten for my results in jc! i don see why i can't do it while others can get AAAAA. HAHA... i am a human being too and so i can do it too ! BUT to get AAAAA. i think i have to waif for A lvls lah haha. for prelims, it is a bit too unrealistic to set... yeah... from SSSUE to AAAAA? if that really happens, i will surely get my good progress award lol. yeah anyway my CT2 results were real bad, so much so that i have to see the vice principal or principal, i rather see Mr Chan though haha, cos the new VP looks sort of scary and heard he initiated the hair and attire check the second day he was here in VJC. LOL... a bit too enthu... haha. ok anyway yeah , i have to go back to mugging ! cya ppl ! wish me luck for my exams ! HAHA. i definitely need it :)