A Brand New Look...

haha ok... now i have just changed a new template for my blog ! haha... its so much less emo and erm i dunno.. just look nicer and happier! do u all think so ? haha... got nth to blog about... cos i am lazy... haha... onli one thing...TENOR JTS WAS STOMACH BLOATING ! BUT IT WAS TOTALLY FUN MAN:) HOPE TO HAVE STJ NEXT TIME !!! HAHA

Time to Wake Up !

this past week is like haiz altho practices are ok and not too bad with songs like XXXX XXXXXXX and XXXXX XXXXX . The songs are nice lah but we make them less nice haha... but i noe we can do it definitely.... cos we have the ability to do so , it is just whether we wan to do it or not... after friday's caroling concert, i hope all of us have woken from their dreamland and start to realise that the road is not going to be easy, ITS NOT TOO LATE TO REALISE IT NOW. we have to understand everything has a inner self and do not just look at the surface and think that yes this is it... there is more than meets the eye and u have to realise and discover it... the past achievements did not come easy, it is not something that is default... it comes with hard work... i am sure no one wants to be remembered in the wrong way...

and i noe that i wan to go to austria but i just cant get my brains and hands started... so stupid... i need to study but i cant... am i that retarded? haiz.. STUDY MR DUMB DUMB, COS U NEED TO!

i don wan to fail anyone or myself anymore cos it is never nice to have such things happening... and to U, I PROMISE I WILL BE STRONG :) HAHA

Chances... Opportunities...

Chances are hard to come by and we as humans shud take make use and appreciate every opportunity that comes to us and not waste it. U will onli regret it when in the end u realised u shud have treasured the opportunity given to u. Yup so pls anyone out there, pls treasure everything now and not leave it to be lost forever... in case u regret it for life and it will nvr come back...

回来吧....

i want to go to Austria... no matter wad... and to do that i have to study... but i just cant get it started.... tell me how? just wait and die meh? no... i also dunno... and i guess i am just that insignificant, cant avoid that... it does not matter anyway...

Will the same thing happen to me again? will i be the cause again and once again jinx ppl to suffer... its all my fault and i apoogise for it... but i wont want the same thing to occur again, definitely... it is not at all nice and it took me veri long to get over it... so i shall believe in myself for the first time that it will nvr ever happen again, however this time i will make things even better and amend for wadever mistakes i have committed... once again i am sorri... things must not be destroyed in my hands again... nvr ever...

Choices in Life...

ok i have made the choice and that is wad everyone has been telling me... although i die also don wan to make that choice but i guess i have no choice but to make this choice... sounds stupid but this is wad i have to do in order to satisfy everyone... except myself that is... we have to make choices in life and this will be one of the most impt choices that i have made in my life so far... an insignificant life though... it took me great pains to make this choice.... but i don noe whether i can do it or not cos it is not easy at all... ya so... hope that i can do it...

Stop It...

Last night was a torture... i beg u... pls stop all this... its killing me... RAARR

ITS ALL OVER...

finally everything is over... but somehow i don feel veri happy about it... i wonder why...maybe becos the other issue is over too...

PLS STOP ANTICIPATING ! (OR U WILL BE HURT EVEN MORE)