Family Or CCA?

I was watching the 1812 Overture video from SOV 2007 and many other songs such as O Magnum Mysterium, Salve Regina, Cantus Gloriosus,Crucifixus a8 and other songs. I just suddenly wanted to watch them while i was studying away, on Prokaryotic and Eukaryotic Genomes(Biology). I could feel the music, feel how bonded the choir is, to make the concert a successful one and to make their hard work for so many months pay off. How i hope i was in that choir at that point of time, seeing the whole audience standing up to clap for you, to appreciate wad u have done, and that is all that a performer ask for. The feeling is so... i don noe how to describe it, in simple terms, SHIOK. simply SHIOK. Same thing for competitions, it would be very great if the whole audience clapped frantically for you and cheered you one cos u noe u have done well and have not disappointed the audience,especially those who have placed high hopes on you. It is no mean feat to be part of a victory as it comes with hard work and the sacrifices that were made. Nothing in this world is free and everyone knows that. To be frank, i feel very privileged to be in this choir, to be part of this family. I never thought i would ever be singing in this choir since i was in VS... until the fateful day when i went to VJ Open House and Reuben asked me to audition for caroling with VJ Choir. I was like ' WHAT ???? ASKING ME TO SING SOP ONE AGAIN?!?' * cos i was sop one for 4 yrs* And after that, i received a precious message from LOW CHING CHIEH, asking me if i wanna join vj choir and sing with them for caroling sessions. That was how my journey started, and it is still going on, and it will never end till the day that i die. To me, ONCE A VJ CHOIR MEMBER, ALWAYS A VJ CHOIR MEMBER. SYF 2009...SOV 2009... ANTON BRUCKNER... HERE WE COME.